I wish I was good at writing long paragraphs, but I'm really not and I honestly don't even want to be on this account. (Every second makes me feel ill)

I wish I did not put myself in the community that I did when I joined Tumblr, I did meet nice people and this is not to "shame" them. (Although I do hope they've changed in someway while I've been gone)

But the rabbit hole I went down when I decided to be "truscum" or whatever other bullshit is not one I wish on any person, and I hope the people that are still of this opinion open their eyes to the toxicity and self harm they'll put on themselves and others. For no reason other than to get the approval of people, who only want you either dead or not yourself.

I also want to apologize for the nonbinary people I know I hurt when I was active here, I know none of them will see this which is probably for the best I hope they are living a happy life identifying as whatever they are.

To the friends I disappeared on, I don't regret leaving. I know it must've hurt, but I'm in a such less toxic and depressing environment now and I choose not to go back to you.

And to any of the people who identify as truscum/transmed or tucute whatever, just stop. Get yourself out before you grow up and reflect on the unnecessary pain youve caused yourself and others.

Whatever pronouns you use are valid, whatever gender you wish to identify YOU ARE VALID. Do not think you need the approval of others, trust me when I say it'll save you years of hurting.

And that's all I want to say, and will ever say on this account or for the people of my past - (from a girl who used to hide behind being a cis guy cause they didn't want to be scrutinize by themself and others, but is now comfortable with the truth that they were a boy all along )