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idfk I exist here and I'll spew random bs welcome Gordon HLVRAI and Vincent fnaf/BC irl he/it/they enjoy

WOOO FIRST POST OF THE YEAR AND ITS A COMIC!!!! This took me SO LONG to do so I really hope y’all like it. I KNOW IVE SAID THIS A MILLION TIMES BUT PLEASE READ BECOMING HUMAN ON Ao3 IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY AND IVE BEEN DRAWING ALL MY MOTIVATION FROM IT. I just think the recent chapters are really neat and this was one of my favorite moments where Gordon ACTUALLY talks about his feelings instead of bottling it up inside for once. Pure serotonin when I read this fic it’s just mwah *chefs kiss*.

Again, this beautiful spectacular amazing fic is written by the lovely @todaytomorrowgiraff !!! I bow down to your immaculate writing, it fill me with so much joy. I hope you don’t mind me playing around with some of the wording, like with the internal dialogue and such. I’m also sure there’s a million minor details I got wrong or forgot to incorporate. I tried my best and this is how it came out and I really hope you liked this. 💕

Anyway, that’s all I had to say so thanks for coming to me Ted Talk and I hope you all have a lovely day. ✨✨✨

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Ah, it's good to see you :D

Gordon, you lllllll𝕃𝕆𝕌𝕤𝕪 mothufucker. GET YO 𝐃𝐎𝐑𝐊 - 𝐀𝐒𝐒 down tothe 𝓉𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓂𝒷𝑒𝓇 or else i will SHOVE 🆃🅷🅴 SAMPLE up your 𝔞𝔰𝔰.

*beep bee-beep bee-beep* *splat*

𝙎𝙏𝙊𝙋 𝙁𝙐𝘾𝙆𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙒𝙄𝙏𝙃 𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙈𝙄ᴄʀᴏᴡᴀᴠᴇ

The ADA has a groupchat but Dazai and Ranpo text exclusively in emojis that the others can only occasionally decipher

Kunikida mutes the chat whenever he sees both of them on for selfcare

Redbubble haul came in

Did I spend over 50 quid on a bunch of masks? Yes

Will I do it again? Absolutely

Just to show my ever expanding haul

More WILL come.

Help I have brainrot and have adult money.

THE HAUL CONTINUES

Forgot there's a little Tommy sticker too! Stuff was from @pfeldspart would recommend fully!

It grew again bois-

Thanks @melonsharks for such quality charms yet again!!!

My collection grows, Gordon :D

Redbubble haul came in

Did I spend over 50 quid on a bunch of masks? Yes

Will I do it again? Absolutely

Just to show my ever expanding haul

More WILL come.

Help I have brainrot and have adult money.

THE HAUL CONTINUES

Forgot there's a little Tommy sticker too! Stuff was from @pfeldspart would recommend fully!

It grew again bois-

Thanks @melonsharks for such quality charms yet again!!!

My collection grows, Gordon :D

current level of insomnia: tried to make a salad and just fuckin. poured salad all over my kitchen floor

for whatever reason i thought the most efficient way to open a bag of salad was to hold it out in front of me in one hand and then stab it with a fork and tear like an animal eviscerating prey and then i just stood there and watched an endless salad avalanche pour onto the floor for like 30 seconds before i understood what was happening and why 

for the record this is exactly how it went 

 Another of the endless things I love about the adaptation which deserves its own post - Norrie. 

I love Norrie so much and what she means for the narrative. I love that entire first part of the first episode because it really hammers in how much of a craptastic world they live in. Sure, they have cozy breakfasts and tea, but let’s face it, they’re all child soldiers. And inasmuch as the show shows some pretty criminally negligent adults (or you know just plain criminal), there are also characters like Barnes and that undercover agent and even Danny Clough who prove that there are slivers of goodness in a world that has failed its children and pushed the responsibility onto them (and again man if that isn’t an allegory to current times). 

Norrie is ever part of the narrative. She’s Lucy’s past and her own personal ghost. She tinges Lucy’s current relationships even now. If Lockwood is sometimes reminded of Jessica through Lucy, then maybe Lucy is also reminded of Norrie through Lockwood, because between the both of them it was always Norrie who longed for more than what life gave them. When Lockwood declares he won’t be the one to leave anyone behind, it resounds because Lucy is the one who was left behind. But see there’s the difference between Lockwood and Lucy. Because while Lockwood vows to give up on love, Lucy’s response to having it taken away from her, to having been abandoned and left behind, is to fight for it, to love and live fiercely. 

And George, I love George so much, because George stabilizes the both of them. There’s how George connects with Lucy after she shares about Norrie and becomes her staunch advocate, and there’s also how Lucy is finally able to tell him what she desperately wishes someone told her back then, “No matter what happens, it’s not your fault.” Lockwood and Lucy are two desperate, angry, and lonely kids. They need George to remind them of brighter days of breakfasts and doughnuts and family. It’s a great thing for George to still have his family because in a way he shares that warmth with them. But because he is also George he can relate to them about normal things, like being weird and being the black sheep. Like I just want to say George is so important okay? 

I’ve said before that this show reminds me so much of Anne with an E, and it especially reminds me of that show in that scene where Lucy talks into her tape recorder for Norrie. I think it’s the shot of the sun shining through the dust motes and the blinds. 

Anyway, I really love Norrie and potential dynamics. (For fanfic and headcanon purposes, I can’t help but think of Norrie as Lucy’s lost lenore, so how could Lockwood ever compete?)

No one:

Anthony Lockwood in every scene: *visible dark circles around his eyes like he hasn't slept in days*

its a minor detail but it speaks a lot about his character ♡

kudos to the makeup team!

i think that’s just cameron chapman tbh

everyone always is thinking about how lockwood reacted when lucy left, but like what about george? i mean he was obviously upset because he barely talked to her when they saw each other again and he tried to hide that he was sad with anger instead and lashed out at her, but just as lockwood hides his emotions with humor and charm, george hides his emotions with sarcasm and biting remarks. but lucy was one of his closest friends. i can’t really imagine him having really any other friends outside of the team at 35 portland row, and just when he was really starting to warm up to her, she leaves without any explanation as to why. so whatever you do, don’t imagine him blaming himself for suggesting to hire holly, because just like everyone else, i’m sure he thought it was holly being hired that caused lucy to leave. don’t think about him having to watch his one other friend pull away and become even more reckless and suicidal because lucy was gone. and definitely don’t think about how even tho he was angry at lucy, that maybe there had been some silly part of him that hoped that even tho she had gone her separate way and was making a name for herself alone, there was still a chance that working with the team again would make her realize how much she missed them and things would go back to the way they were before she left.

I'VE JUST NOTICED LUCY WEARING THE NECKLACE IN THE LAST EPISODE, DURING THE BREAKFAST SCENE

She's still wearing it after the ball aaawww

Lockwood: If you work on a farm, and you tend to the chickens, you are a chicken tender.
Lucy: Shut up, Lockwood, it’s three a.m.

Imagine them sitting in a night cab on the way home after a case (they're all sleep deprived) and after 5 minutes of silence Lockwood just blurts that out💀👌

These scenes definitely follow each other!

Lucy waking up and realizing Annabel Ward's ghost is IN HER ROOM.

Lucy running to Lockwood's room.

Lucy telling ''She's here''. to Lockwood.

One of them (I bet it was Lockwood) threw the shoe on George's door to wake him up.

''No trousers?™'' (also Lockwood put on a white t-shirt that had been thrown on the chair in his room before)

''Trousers are for wimps.™''

They are going upstairs.

They are waiting for Annabel's ghost. (Lucy has closed eyes - is she using the Touch?)

Aaand they are preparing for confronting Annabel Ward's ghost.