Nobody Sees

“If I didn’t think, I’d be much happier.”

“Don’t you want to be alive before you die?”

“I’m silent sitting in my room, as tears run down. Thinking about the past, scared of the future. Feeling alone, wondering if it will ever change.”

“I know. I’m very hard to talk to. I realize that.”

“Sometimes, I feel the past and the future pressing so hard on either side that there’s no room for the present at all.”

“Sometimes your mouth seems to go its own way while your brain stands still.”