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@nightmaresorpromises

I sometimes vent my struggles with my brain. TW for suicidal thoughts
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Like as an alcoholic I HATE the fatphobia related to any form of treatment. The idea that I should stop drinking cause it'll make me lose weight, the way doctors will point out my "beer belly" before they talk about my liver or my kidneys or the social aspect of my drinking problem, the way people only care about my drinking problem cause it makes me fat. You don't care about me as someone who's struggling with addiction.

immaturity really hits me sometimes. sometimes, i get mad for no reason. there are times that i'm suddenly not in the mood for anything or anyone. i even become cold and become so distant from everyone. it's sometimes like that, and it frightens me a lot that i will lose those ppl i treasure so much just because i'm acting the way i can't even understand.

i dont know which one of you needs to hear this but your wizard hat is pointy and your robes are glorious and that guy you accidentally vaporized was no big deal you are wonderful <3

Whoops im an idiot and accidentally deleted this post from May. 

Did 40 minute studies of birds for a week because I was feeling stuck, but wanted to say I at least tried for a little bit each day.