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“I don’t care if it’s a sad good-bye or a bad good-bye, but when I leave a place I like to know I’m leaving it.”

— J.D. Salinger // The Catcher in the Rye

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so I’m trying to feel less bad about doing fun things that aren’t “productive” so maybe I should ignore my brain telling me to feel bad and not worry about it.

but am I feeling bad because I shouldn’t be doing the thing? am I feeling bad because I’m making legitimately poor choices with my time? am I feeling bad for a reason that isn’t just me guilting myself?

HOW THE FUCK WOULD I KNOW

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a month ago, we stayed up till two am in a deep conversation about our lives. now you dont even make eye contact with me when i see you.

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Do u ever sit back and realize ur not anybody’s favorite person, ur just kinda there and then you get the sudden urge to distance urself from everyone and chill alone
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Do you have any idea how badly I feel that i still want to get high sometimes? I literally crave whats going to kill me. I obsesss over drugs and self destruction because honestly i fucking hate myself. Why am i like this?? WHY? I don’t want to be this way but here I am. How do i get away from myself?

Excerpt from my journal 5-11-19.