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what depression is really like:

  • not showering regularly
  • not bushing your teeth regularly
  • living in filth
  • caring about your grades but not enough to do anything about them
  • thinking about suicide more than graduating
  • considering suicide whenever any problem arises
  • tired
  • no motivation
  • no energy
  • walking is so hard
  • sometimes even talking is too much work because you’re so god damn tired
  • laying in bed for hours because you’re too tired to move
  • feeling nothing but sometimes everything
  • knowing you’re not alone but still feeling alone
  • that constant mindset of, “Who cares? I wont be around much longer anyways.”

Fucking relatable

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The last few hit hard. I never planned on living past high school, everything is so much now. I’m not prepared for life because I didn’t think I would be turning 21 in a month. I still don’t know if I’ll make it to 30 or 40… so, why does anything matter…? It’s making life a living hell right now

silentkloe
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Addiction.

Cigarettes make you calm.

Alcohol makes you forget.

Drugs make you happy.

Starving makes you proud.

Sex makes you feel loved.

Self-harm makes you numb.

Sleep makes you stop feeling.

We’re all addicted to something that takes the pain away.

I long to look perfect when I sleep like nothing can bother me I’m the most beautiful person...yet I won’t get there
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You may not be where you want at the moment, The popular girl might have the body you’d die for. You might’ve eaten an entire bag of chips (or crisps) last night at 12 am. You’ve might’ve gained a little bit of weight or you might’ve only lost 2.5 pounds when you wanted to lose 6. You’ve might’ve skipped a workout because you were too tired,  you might’ve cried in the mirror this morning because you are so disgusted with the way look and how fat you feel. You might’ve sat on the toilet floor begging yourself to throw up but you didn’t. Because you don’t want to go back down that road, instead You stood up and walked out with a smile on your face even though you felt like your world is fucking mess. You may not have the body you want yet, you may not be at your UGW, but I promise you, one day you will get there, it might not be today or tomorrow or next month, but you will. Stay strong and stay safe. I love you.

xxx

While I've been here crying every night wanting to kill my self, your there living your life 😭🌌