I lost my wallet a few days ago, found it, but had already cancelled my card, so until my cashapp card comes in the mail I've found myself in the peculiar position of being able to pay to see bands at the local bar, but nothing else. So that's what I've been doing, lol
After the show Friday night there was nothing in the food donation boxes but one can of noodle soup, so a nice old hobo taught me that if you're very hungry you can eat clovers (we found some blackberries as well.)
“good bones,” maggie smith // “the house of the dead,” fyodor dostoyevsky // letter from george sand to gustave flaubert, 27 Jun 1870 // “free,” florence + the machine // “the thing is,” ellen bass // “encyclopedia of an ordinary life,” amy krouse rosenthal // “october,” mary oliver // letter from vincent van gogh to theo van gogh, 11 August 1879 // “etcetera: the unpublished poems of e.e. cummings“ // “livin’ it up on top,” hadestown
Heterosexual flag color picked from GreyWing on the cover of The Sun Trail
The Sequel
Some of my favourite frames from my first PMV! Ah I'm very proud of myself for this, so I will be flooding my posts with the amount of art I've done for this akd;jhaj
Also Crane Wives is an amazing band please check em out!!
super important crane wives songs to me
tongues and teeth
• being a good person and feeling like you can't :(:( toxicity is comfortable and all you wanna do is stay the same cause some people don't wanna change.
shallow river
• reuniting with someone :(:(
back to the ground
• "use me up and when you're done, give me back to the ground" FUCK. WAUGH.
how to rest
• FUCK recovery, how even if you try, love is what makes us human and no matter what you do, you cannot hide it from yourself. love is what makes you you.
keep you safe
• THE MISSED OPPORTUNITIES IN LIFE, WHAT COULD'VE BEEN AND IT HURTS. SO MUCH.
never love an anchor
• sometimes I wonder if my mom felt this way. does she regret leaving me behind? does she regret never having a relationship with me?
allies or enemies
• sniff. sometimes it feels like my friendships are just on and off, do we love or hate? and for me, its like that for everyone due to splitting. it's fun.
little soldiers
• "I swear that I loved you/I swear that you loved me"
the hand that feeds
• capitalism sucks and I fucking hate being poor the song so true so me
the moon will sing...
• me when I devote myself to people because I can only see myself as a part of their identity hello???
nothing at all
• the title says it all
down the river
• when someone who's wronged you is doing better and everyone loves them but you hate them because they made you hurt... hahaha
ribs
• girl I got that catholic Christian trauma
curses
• bro everyone loves this song
turn out the lights
• my feel good song. when I need to shut off my intrusive thoughts, this is what makes me feel good. feel better.
know how
• I am not brave and I don't know how </3
the garden
• girl I got that catholic Christian trauma
volta
• GETTING USED TO NOISE IN LIFE ♡ tired of feeling like a ghost in my life no literally. yes yesss
nothing at all
• do you ever feel nothing at all?
here I am
• me when I don't even have clean drinkable water. me when my bathroom is infested in mold. me when my living space doesn't even feel like ours. and me when there's places where there's people doing so much worse because their government failed them. it hurts.
nobody
• "nobody loves me like she says she does."
drown you out
• I can't drown you out. this might be one of my favorite songs ugh. it hurts. WAUGH
empty page
• bpd song no but like being an empty page for someone to fill in. being what people need you to because that's your job?! so they love you? same.
Daily Crane Wives Quotes #5:
"The only peace I have ever known
Is the peace I made with you
I won't move, but I can't stay here
So what the hell am I supposed to do?"
-Easier, The Crane Wives
Daily Crane Wives Quotes: #10
"Oh ashes, ashes, dust to dust
Tell me I am good enough
Oh, lay my curses out to rest
Make a mercy out of me"
-Curses, The Crane Wives
Daily Crane Wives Quotes: #25
"On some level, I think I always understood
That these hands of mine were clumsy, not clever
And I tried to do the best that I could
But try as I might, I couldn't bring myself to hold you"
-Never Love an Anchor, The Crane Wives
Daily Crane Wives Quotes #2:
"I've been wishing that you'd prove me wrong
That you'd come clean and rue the damage done
Restore my faith in you
But you've got no reason to"
-Down The River, The Crane Wives
Daily Crane Wives Quotes: #6
"I will finally say
That I am not okay"
-I Talk in My Sleep, The Crane Wives
Daily Crane Wives Quotes: #7
"The moon will sing a song for me
I loved you like the sun
Bore the shadows that you made
With no light of my own"
-The Moon Will Sing, The Crane Wives
Daily Crane Wives Quotes: #29
"Abandon all your stupid dreams
About the girl I could have been, my dear
'Cause in the night I know you burn with feelings
I cannot return, my dear"
-Tongues & Teeth, The Crane Wives
watching a crane wives live show and i love how kate like, growls to add emphasis, vs emilee squeaks to add emphasis. catgirl vs doggirl
reentering my crane wives era but in only a slightly mentally ill way and mostly in a gay way
May 28th
Day 28 of hermit a day May!
I love Crane Wives and she fits this song so well <3
Also I love @pearlescentmoo as she is a fellow Australian
