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@neverlandreamsx

19// feeling a little lost in this world

when you notice yourself falling into the same self destructive cycle that comes around every depressive episode but all you can do is sit there stare at the wall and wait for the worst,

I get jealous really easily but not like an angry vengeful jealous more like a really sad lonely jealous because everybody likes everybody more than they like me and I really really don’t blame them. 

I am not a rebound. I am not your second choice. I will not give you the constellations inside my heart if all you give me is space. I will not give you the oceans of my mind if all you do is sit back and watch me drown. I will not break all ten fingers if all you do for me is not lift one. I may not know a lot about who I am, but I know now who I am not.