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@nerdyqueerr

Crow - 18 - white - any pronouns - aspec genderqueer butch lesbian - header by yours truly, icon by my beloved irl

I have sideblogs bitches!

@no-room-for-ghosts danger days sideblog

@aestheticshaver aesthetic sideblog (which aesthetic, you ask? Why all of them)

@wizardpunx for wizard punks

Also, send me asks! Send me asks about my d&d characters or my various writing projects that I never finish, or send me asks about your d&d characters and writing projects, idc

the most #UselessLesbian thing i have ever done was when i was trying to figure out if this girl liked me or not, just constantly arguing with myself about it, and after a couple, uh, months, of this, i was like, “god i wish i could just like… go to court and lay out all this evidence and have a couple lawyers argue over the TRUE MEANING of her text messages, and then a judge tells me if she likes me or not.” and then the proverbial lightbulb went off over my proverbial head, and i dug into my mock trial folder from high school and found the trial guidelines and i wrote out an entire trial transcript featuring a plaintiff (me), my attorney (my wildest hopes and dreams), a defense attorney (my worst fears and insecurities), and a judge (my desperate attempt at rationality). the final product was several thousand words long. it clarified nothing. at any point in this process did it occur to me to ask her how she felt about me? absolutely not. did i ever stop and think, “hey, maybe i should tell her that i like her?” absolutely not. that’s for people who take risks and i don’t take risks i take myself to court in my own head.

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see the thing is that mitski and hozier are exactly that good, its just that so many of their fans are all collectively competing for the most annoying people on earth award. and winning.

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i say this all the time but im fucking right like hozier and mitski are actually geniuses and incredibly respectable and admirable artists with beautiful unique voices and evocative lyrics and moving instrumentals that just fucking tear at your heart and head. theyre so fucking talented and always have been, but their fans SUCK. so fucking bad. they suck ass so hard its unreal.

Can I talk about something that makes my heart both melt and stop?

The way Butches get nervous around Femmes.

My roommate is Butch, and she wont hold hands with a Femme unless she iniates, because she doesn't want to push her, and on one hand that is so sweet, but also hurts, because the world has told her she is so predatory for loving women and wearing slacks, that she is scared to touch Femmes.

And I think this concept, that Butches are scared to be perceived as threatening or predatory, is deeply ingrained in our culture. That masc. women are scared to touch us.

Butches are told over, and over, and over again that they are freaks, and predatory, and male-wannabes. That the way they look at us, as other lesbians, is bad, and the way they want to touch us is worse.

And the result is that every. Single. Butch. I have ever been with, whether its a one night stand or a first date, waits for me to touch first. To guide her in how to touch me. And every Butch I have ever dated apologized for it.

But the thing is, I don't mind. I dont mind putting her hand in my hair and showing her how hard to pull, I love the look of awe on her face as she learns that I want to take what she wants to give. I dont mind grabbing her hand and confidently pulling her next to me to walk, because it makes her swagger and steps more confident. I dont mind showing her that she is allowed to touch me, because there is no feeling like that of a Butch.

Round 3, double elimination poll for bracket A

Propaganda for Avatrice: "Beatrice is a badass ass-kicking nun, very lethal, very gay. Ava is a super-powered ray of sunshine, also very lethal, very small. They have shared trauma ofc, but support each other and kick serious ass together defeating demons and internalized homophobia💪🏼💪🏼"

Propaganda for Beauyasha: "They’re literally so cool, they could both snap someone’s neck in a second, but then they’d settle down for some nice tea {:"

"their first date involved fighting ninja dogs <;3"

"They spent 500 hours of irl time and uncountable hours in game time pining, and then more being simultaneously cottagecore wives, badass rich-jerk-beating librarians, revenge against all who wronged them, world savers, bar owners, cult starters, cult enders, talking down an eldritch horror, Being eldritch horrors. Then have a canonical "who's touched more tits." argument Yasha flies beau in her wings and catches her, her rage sustaining her love. They're both incredibly silly and got matching tattoos from both their friend/former crush, AND a turtle pirate navigator. Yasha is 6'8" and flys & Beau is 5'4". Yasha surfed on a fucking greatsword into a pit of mad science monsters. Beau has so many moments of badass I genuinely cant pick which one is most awesome to post here for propaganda. Beau is simultaneously one of the head investigators of a group elite librarian ninjas, and also a complete dumbass. She is so cool, and so Not cool at the same time. Yasha is edgy and goth, and plays a Bone Harp! and also collects flowers for her dead wife and is too awkward to look beau in the eyes and once tried to compose a love poem that started "Oh beau beau beau, eyes so blue and hair so shorn on the sides." Their friend set up a "three people, but only 2 beds for them, and then they each, Individually decided they were more comfortable on the floor so as not to share a bed. So they did. Next to eachother. On the floor. Next to an Empty bed."