Needs Moar Whatever

believing half the stuff you people told me didn't just make me an idiot

it made me a monster

it made me oppressive and self-righteous and ignorant of reality

that's what your fucking bullshit echo chamber started in me

but it's also what I'm too stupid and stubborn to change about myself

fuck, my therapist, for the short time I was able to have one, asked me if the reason I wasn't getting better from my mental breakdown was because I just didn't want to

microcosm of the rest of me

people like me are selfish, and only concerned with looking or feeling right. they block out everything that disagrees with them because they can't survive even the tiniest reality check and even when things hit them they don't suck it up and learn and instead just try to avoid having to think about it, which has never helped anyone and never will. only hurt.

I can't even tell you what learning feels like. I've never done it.

I'm not gonna do something stupid like saying it's a millennial thing because of course there are hundreds of millions of people of my generation with their head screwed on right and don't fucking umbrella them into this shit.

but there's so many of us that don't, and we need to all fucking individually be called out for it and forced to be responsible

people are supposed to become smarter when they get older. better.

I've become the opposite of better.

I've become a villain.

cut me down.

i am actually literally asking for it now

go through my blog

and call me out on everything

do it

you have permission, the ask box is never closed, anon is never switched off, point out everything you can find

yiffykudo it continues

Miku and Miku are deeply attracted to one another - however, Miku is opposed to their love! Miku, determined to win the right to Miku’s heart, challenges Miku to a duel, but loses, and dies in Miku’s arms. Cradling her lost love, Miku turns her attention to Miku, and draws her and Miku’s swords together, desperate for revenge. Miku tries to defend herself, but is unable to deliver a killing blow due to her own love for Miku, and so is slain by Miku, who forlornly gazes at the moon, remembering when she, Miku and Miku were all once friends...

(And yes, they're all wearing jet packs. Because jet pack sword fight in sunglasses.)

I'm also in the process of slowly equipping jet packs onto every character in every song.

i am sorry.

but anyway yiffykudo

costume day

i can’t help but feel like, on the father’s days that fall on his birthday, kaito (grief-stricken, revenge-driven kaito) prioritises touichi’s memory over everything else and aoko usually has to do something about that

somebody uploaded dreamskye’s translation to mangareader.net

always remember if i’ve done or said wrong, you can pick me apart like a bird attacks a crumb

I DON’T THINK I COULD POSSIBLY NOT WANT THESE POSTERS

tonight on animal crossing:

conan writes a tanka

wait so in the d(etective)c(onan) animated canon, akako the witch’s actual magic is cut from the show, but her predicting that kaito will get in trouble isn’t cut, as if it’s totally fine that akako makes real prophecy in the detective conan canon

somebody else has made prophecy in detective conan: heiji

what if the magic kaito version of heiji is a fullblown witch/supernatural being?

if anyone was ever wondering my general haibara palette rule is “colours you find if you cut open a person”

so yeah that means pink and purple are in her range, but it’s mostly oranges, reds, browns and such

bone white looks good too

some coneventures in animal crossing

shogakukan asia is publishing a bunch of the educational conan books in english, and of course they have the same preview widget as the japanese website (not even translated)

this is the second page of ‘the case of the stolen honey bees’ from ‘detective conan science files: the mystery of plants’, a textbook in which conan and friends solve mysteries using neat plant facts, and then explain these plant facts to the reader in more detail to complement the story

the comic is flipped for the english version since it’s a textbook rather than a manga, and while i did find the japanese version of the page i had already coloured in this one (and i’m too lazy to try and resize the japanese scan to match) so this’s wotcha gettin’

also, movie five is called trappola di cristallo

which means it’s called

‘detective conan: die hard’

but that actually makes sense

did you know:

the italian title of the raven chaser is taken from the title of a british novel that has almost nothing to do with the raven chaser in content or themes, but has the word ‘stars’ in the title and therefore ties into the case solution

and it makes me actually somewhat angry since you’ve gotta have a better reason to make such an explicit reference