growing up being autistic but not knowing is just *hiding in room while people are over* *getting tired and needing to recharge after the smallest chores* *getting called a gifted kid* *knowing that you’re “weird” because people are making fun of you but not knowing how to stop being weird* *having adults tell you how “mature” you are* *getting in trouble for not doing work* *convincing yourself that you’re just lazy and stupid because you can’t make yourself do work* *getting really invested in “weird” media*

actually, "autism is a huge part of who i am and i'm proud of it" and "autism is a disability that requires accommodations" are both true statements that can and should coexist

Peep my lil glass collection

im just out here trying to eat fruit and stay moisturized and drink water and recover from childhood trauma and protect my vibes, man

it’s like i always say: fuck

Praying that $1500 randomly comes to you when you need it the most this year.

I’m gonna share the most important thing I’ve ever learned.

it doesn’t mean a damn thing if they love you if they’re not treating you well. loving you doesn’t mean they’re good, and it doesn’t mean they deserve you, and it doesn’t mean they treat you properly.

it doesn’t mean fucking SHIT if bad parents love you. it doesn’t mean SHIT if a bad partner or bad friend loves you.

love doesn’t mean shit on its own.

‘yea i’m punk’ i declare as i flip open my ds to play animal crossing

this year tried to kill me but im still here bitch

(via alyssemazakian)

shout out to me in 5 years…hope shes doing something cool i’m rooting for her

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