make me your villain;

hey guys, ik it’s been a while, but i will be going by nina on here from now on (if you follow me on twitter, that’s what i’ve gone by for a while now)!!! i'm still the same person who has always run this blog, narkik is still the love of my entire life, but i’m going to go by nina now for important personal/safety reasons.

tysm narkik nation!!! ily be well ❤️

hi anon--not sure when this was sent, SO sorry for the delay, someone in my personal life got sick & passed away so time i use to check tumblr completely disappeared. considering this, idk if you've started so whatever you've got cooking is absolutely wonderful to me. if not, i think i haven't seen a ton of sea monster/horror content :)

for the second ?, if you're up for it, i'd love to see a short fic & a sketch (i am NOTTTT an artist, so i love seeing art, hehe)! again, though--i have no idea when this was sent, so i'll be so thrilled and happy with whatever you create. seriously!

adjacently--i am much more active on twitter (same handle @/narkik) and have a curious cat inbox there; i've redownloaded the tumblr app on my phone if you prefer to use this, but my phone does not take to the app well hence i check on my computer!

hope you're having a wonderful new year!!! i'm so looking forward to this. <333

not super into writing meta & im sure people have touched on it before but i love love LOVEEE girlhood to womanhood stories / gothics and the shuri/namor (nashuri) story in black panther: wakanda forever hits on so many of the bullet points. the death of the last man in shuri’s family (symbolically the last man protecting her innocence) immediately opens the door for an older, striking male figure who walks around half-naked to her life. he is both antagonistic and alluring, which to me reads very like “the new dangerous temptations of adult womanhood” and validates a desire she associates with shame. he abducts her (insert hades persephone analogy here) but he also “shows her a new world she has never seen before” which like… is that a sex analogy? it definitely can be!!! and he is literally WET, his moniker is the feathered sea serpent (snake! dick analogy!!) he is the instigator of (SPOILERS) her mother’s death, shuri’s final transition to adulthood, which very conveniently puts them at an equal level (he is king! she is now queen!). and don’t get me started on how he penetrated her 😭 and how she burned him (literally but also… figuratively!) maybe that newsweek interview confirming they had initially shot some romantic scenes is driving me crazy but anyways bp2 is such a girlhood gothic in a marvel film i love it so bad