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in Marryet's head

@namarryet

sweet but deep in darkness
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Little by little

That gleam that shimmer ,

Lost within my eyes very own river.

That bold those yells ,

Me conjuring my manipulative spells .

You like soap slip past my finger tips ,

Hold u tighter hold u loose anyhow slips .

When you lost yourself I followed.

You jump I would have followed.

Little by little I could not

Little by little i would have stayed my spot

Little by little you lost fate

Little by little we became too late

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i wish i had her legs

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reasons why ♡
  • to be told “you should model!”, “your legs are like ten miles long!”, “you’re so gangly and adorable!” (if you’re tall)
  • to be told “be careful, the wind might blow you away!”, “i’m afraid i’ll crush you if i hug you!”, “you’re so tiny and angelic!” (if you’re short)
  • to pull off any style
  • to look like you’ve got it together, even in a t-shirt and sweatpants
  • to fit into smaller spaces and therefore be a pro at hide and seek
  • less fat on legs -> less volume -> less hair to shave (if you do)
  • to be more confident in the changing room / in P.E. class
  • less junk food + more water -> clearer skin
  • to not sweat as much when it’s warm
  • to be proud when you meet someone you haven’t seen in a while
  • to feel confident when going shopping instead of crying in the dressing room
  • to feel like you deserve to go shopping in one of those clothes stores basically made for beautiful, skinny girls
  • less body mass -> more room for stuffies on your bed
  • to wear basic tees tucked into skinny jeans and fluffy sweaters and cute pajama shorts and colorful bathing suits
  • less boob fat -> being able to buy smaller bras with cute patterns
  • so when people are mean to you, at least they’ll pick on you for being too skinny, not too fat
  • to feel like you’ve achieved something

stay safe ☆

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🍎🍏food log 04.21.2018🍏🍎

Breakfast: 1 cup coffee (5cal)
Lunch: 1 cup raspberry tea (4cal)
Dinner: one and a half boiled potatoe (155cal)+black tea (1cal)
Snack: 1 kiwi (51cal)
1 piece of chocolate (46cal)
Burned: 378cal-high impact aerobics-
Total:262cal/116 with the workout
*I’ll do better tomorrow
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Me in an ice bath, fingers pruned and purple: not cold enough
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Things to do instead of binging

1. Listen to podcasts (I prefer fantasy, DND, and true crime)

2. Exercise

3. Drink water

4. Do your homework

5. Take a nap

6. Research something you’re really interested in

7. Write or draw something

8. Do something creative in general

9. Attempt to teach yourself something you’ve wanted to learn

10. Read something

11. Look at thinspo

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trying my HAND at thinspo pics (not me)

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I FOUND A WAY TO KEEP FROM BINGING AND RUINING FASTS

Seriously, drink a few cups of water first so you aren’t completely empty and go on youtube and look up pimple extractions, wart removals, or any kind of gross extraction or body modification. Itll make your stomach stop growling almost immediately and make you feel blessed that you don’t have a 3ft deep pimple, blackhead, cyst, etc.

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When my bf and I fast

We pretend we’re aliens that don’t have stomachs. It’s kind dumb, but it’s also kinda funny.

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me after opening up to someone: wow, i feel so much better!!! :) that was a good idea. 

me lying in bed that night, realising what I’ve done:

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This is about grace and how she became my very existence , I was always weakened by the warmth of hey Hazel eyes and her ever burning pink cheeks , mesmerized by her soft pink angel lips I would kiss till they Hurt me like rose thorns . I believe I fell in love with her not at first sight but piece by piece , such as the time I fell in love with her high pitched squeals and giggles when I pushed her down on to the couch while tickling her violently or the time I fell in love with her silky hair being blown in to the air soon came the wave of her sweet hair hitting me like a wave . When she sleeps next to me she pushes me away and tells me to give her space at least in bed but when I do , some point in the night she rolls over and raps her soft body in to mine but in the morning she will never admit to this unbelievably adorable when she acts tougher than she really .