Tell me what I did to deserve this hurt when all I ever did was put everybody first

I don’t want to be here.

I don’t

You don’t get it, it’s not easy for me to explain, but I’m not trying to be lazy, it’s just that I’m so fucking tired, I have no motivation to succeed and I don’t even know why this life is happening to me

fake conversations in your head of you venting to someone

how I stay sane

have you ever been so sad you were unable to cry but felt all of your feelings slowly exploding inside you

Yeah I’m sad and depressed but at least I’m not racist or homophobic

All I want since I can’t do it my fucking self