happy anniversary to cas (who is alive and out of the empty) arriving at that goddamn barn (parallels, coming full circle) just in time to save dean (again) and heal him, bathing them in light, and dean thinks he’s dying, thinks he’s hallucinating seeing cas in his final moments, think’s he’s going into the light….and then the light starts to fade, and there’s cas, eyes glowing, wings out (laz rising parallels laz rising parallels !! ) and dean’s like, “Cas?” and cas grabs him by the collar, hauls him to his feet and gets real up close in his face (alley fight parallels) and growls “stop fucking dying!” and dean pushes back, leaning into cas’s face, lips practically brushing “you’re one to fucking talk!” (little bits of spit fleck onto cas’s lips. cas very slowly darts his tongue out to lick. heated eye contact throughout, dean’s eyes flick down to catch the movement) then they’re both slamming forward, lips crashing together, kissing furiously before softening. then they’re both crying, dean’s breath hitching in little sobs, gripping tightly to the back of cas’s coat, holding on, holding on, afraid he’s going to disappear at any moment. “you’re a dumb sonvabitch, you know that,” he says softly. cas squints and tilts his head. dean rolls his eyes, “before. all that stuff you said. you know you coulda had me. you have me. i love you. idiot.” (laughs wetly thru another sob, then they’re kissing again and laughing and kissing and laughing)
cas, with a very misha-like laugh through more tears, “see, i told you, dean, good things do happen.”