of course i have a praise kink, i'm a burnt out former gifted child.
This is the most addition to this post but I also can't fucking argue with it because it's true.
i just want to pull his body flush against mine while he pounds into me, leaving me unable to speak or think, just wanting more of him inside of me until i cant take it anymore, him being fueled by my incoherent moans and twitches around his cock as we annoy the shit out of his neighbors
ich denke du bist nett und schön
ich liebe dich, aber du liegst sehr falsch
i’m disgusting. i’m disgusting and horrible and foul and i can’t breathe i can’t fucking breathe i’m a wretched excuse of a human and i suck. i am terrible. awful. i can’t breathe. gods i can’t fucking breathe i’m so gross. i’m so fucking gross. i’m repulsive. i hate myself. i hate myself. i hate myself so much. i don’t wanna look at myself i’m so disgusting. i don’t want to see my reflection. gods how can anyone stand to be around me or be near me or want to be with me at all i’m so awful.
Break my heart. Break it a thousand times if you like. It was only yours to break.
how can someone feel so much and feel so empty at the same time?
my biggest fear is that eventually you will see me the way i see myself.
the ache in my chest that makes me believe i'm unwanted by everyone
Ever feel like you're fading away and no one notices?
Apparently, I thought I'd be dead by now, isn't an appropriate answer to a major life choice.
Ever get so overwhelmed with emotions that you can't feel anything anymore?
i can feel my life falling apart.



