betrayal is my best friend.

It was like when I turned away, he poured salt on my ice, and as I looked back at him, he burned me, but I've always had a history with betrayal, so go ahead baby poor as much as salt you want, though it may me burn me, I'll still put tons of sugar in your tea, cuz after all said and done, you're nothing but sweet to me

I act on how I think, I am not mentally stable, for having people to be judging me.

If this has to be goodbye, Let It Be goodbye.

I’m sorry if I doubted this, I just knew it would end like this, cuz you believe everyone else’s word’s but mine, but i never lied to you, I fuck up everything but not this, I wanted this, I told you how I protect myself by never getting my hopes up and always doubting everything, cuz I’m tired of getting hurt, but you said I didn’t have to do that with you, but I knew that wasn’t true cuz you did everything you said you wouldn’t do, so you didn’t break my heart, I did, cuz you spoke as if we were ending for months on, I prepared myself for roughly three and a half years for this day, cuz my hopes were way to high with you, I didn’t think I’ll take this so easily, but I think that’s only because four years ago someone else already broke my heart and I never got it back, so I’m sorry if I got you nervous and I hope you find someone else who loves you more then I ever did, but I still don’t think that’s humanly possible, but have a good one my honeysuckle.

He spoke every word like a goodbye.

We spent 26280 hours talking every day, yet he left me like that met noting, I thought he meant it when he said, I need you baby, please don’t leave me, tho it wasn’t me who gave up on this, as if this was anything to him, tho he spoke every word like a goodbye, it made me so sad that all I could do is cry, I loved him whit every bit of my heart, but that just wasn’t enough, so I gave him my soul and all my innocences whit it, and I’ll never get that back,

cuz he needed it more than me.♡