I don't distance myself from anyone to teach them a lesson, I distance myself because I finally learned mine.
"Ich lebe in meiner eigenen Welt und was andere über mich denken, wird mich nie wieder beeinflussen."
-aufgegeben
i wish i could tell everyone how bad im struggling
no matter how many times i explain myself or tell my partner that this is how my bpd works - no one seems to understand me
i feel so lonely, i feel like an outcast
why can’t people understand that i get triggered so easily because of my past? do u think i want to have a mental breakdown anytime you change your tone or don’t respond to my text immediately? do u think it’s fun to cry because i spilled some water on the carpet? do u think its fun to leave in a constant fear of abandonment?
i don’t want to hate myself but i can’t help it. i get reminded that im such a weirdo/too emotional/too sensitive/impulsive EVERY day, how am i supposed to love myself?
“When people treat you like they don’t care, believe them.”
— Unknown
“You can be the kindest person in the world, but people will still try to throw dirt on you. Jealousy is a nasty trait, people will do anything to make themselves feel better and take away your love.”
— Leon Brown
Unknown
we fight, we fix and stay.
i’m not overracting, if it hurts me.. it hurts me.
Laughing like idiots in bed together is a love language
some days i’m healing. some days i break again.
Sometimes, the strongest step you can take is the one away from negativity.






