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welcome to my blog, im ash!
im a huge fan of the tv show and band big time rush, here you'll be able to find chapters of my ongoing fic centered around James Diamond and an original female character That's All She Wrote!

welcome to my blog, im ash!
im a huge fan of the tv show and band big time rush, here you'll be able to find chapters of my ongoing fic centered around James Diamond and an original female character That's All She Wrote!
🎶 MUSICAL NOTES — what type of music does your oc like? do they listen to music very often?
roxy's music tastes i feel is p clearly defined throughout the fic. i dont remember if you talked about her dad's and if maybe that influenced it? would also love to know ur thoughts on the rest of the cast's music tastes pre-btr
imo i feel like even tho the series is based on a musical group, theres not much music based storylines? so its rly fun to read more of the music side of things with roxy <3
RAHHHHH THANK YOU FOR ASKING... i spend a lot of time thinking about roxy's musical interest but i don't spend much about the rest of the cast aside from a few offhanded mentions here and there. this was a challenge to put together but it was so fun! <3
the main thing i want to mention before i dive into oc music taste is the presence of music surrounding my story! every chapter title, song mentioned, musical influence etc i'm trying to keep within the timeframe + past in which the story takes place. as someone who was not really aware of popular radio in 2009, this is a very fun challenge for me.
It features the song where I got the title of the fic first, then the chapter titles! (and a sneak peak of the next few titles of unreleased chapters <3) These songs aren't meant to reflect anything onto the characters, it's basically just my own music taste fitting the chapters.
Now into the real question... Musical notes! Please find everything under the cut for Rox, her dad, the boys, Jo, and Camille :)
the song ask has literally broke my brain and im making a roxy playlist rn
i feel exactly like this as i curate the perfect mix:
🎶 MUSICAL NOTES — what type of music does your oc like? do they listen to music very often?
roxy's music tastes i feel is p clearly defined throughout the fic. i dont remember if you talked about her dad's and if maybe that influenced it? would also love to know ur thoughts on the rest of the cast's music tastes pre-btr
imo i feel like even tho the series is based on a musical group, theres not much music based storylines? so its rly fun to read more of the music side of things with roxy <3
RAHHHHH THANK YOU FOR ASKING... i spend a lot of time thinking about roxy's musical interest but i don't spend much about the rest of the cast aside from a few offhanded mentions here and there. this was a challenge to put together but it was so fun! <3
the main thing i want to mention before i dive into oc music taste is the presence of music surrounding my story! every chapter title, song mentioned, musical influence etc i'm trying to keep within the timeframe + past in which the story takes place. as someone who was not really aware of popular radio in 2009, this is a very fun challenge for me.
It features the song where I got the title of the fic first, then the chapter titles! (and a sneak peak of the next few titles of unreleased chapters <3) These songs aren't meant to reflect anything onto the characters, it's basically just my own music taste fitting the chapters.
Now into the real question... Musical notes! Please find everything under the cut for Rox, her dad, the boys, Jo, and Camille :)
Just read your essay on BTRs family and its awesome. Logan has two moms! Do you think Gustavo and Roxy know yet or has it just not come up yet? I'd also imagine knowing that made it easier for James to come out to the guys.
roxy knows about all of their family situations by chapter 19! we will see this unfold next week :) as for gustavo, in the same way roxy receives this information, he and kelly get it too, but from currently being outsiders in not only the boys personal lives but not having ever lived in duluth (where james' mom is literally famous etc) it doesn't mean the same to them as it does to her.
as for the ease of james' coming out, i don't really think he ever really did in the traditional "hey, i love you guys, i just wanted to let you know i'm bisexual" to logan, kendall, and carlos... it's just a part of his life, you know? he's into girls, so he dates them, he's into guys, so he dates them. when he mentioned his first boyfriend to his buds (almost exactly like he did with roxy, just naturally part of a conversation) the four of them were close enough friends to where it just felt natural i guess? i don't really know how to explain it. it wasn't like a "oh, yeah, we know you like guys james, cool, thanks for telling us," situation it was more like "oh, so that's why you made us watch aladdin like 500 times as children, cool," situation. when he's around his friends there's no anxiety or fear surrounding sharing that part of his life, it's just natural to want to share.
i know this experience is not universal nor do i believe it's very common, as we see for other lgbtq+ characters in this story like one of logan's moms, but i don't see his sexuality as something he felt would be difficult to discuss or needed to explicitly label or tell people about since it's so fluid anyway! it's just who he is!
👨👩👧👧 iirc u wrote carlos with older sisters and i wanna know what u think of the other characters ! are they only children? do they have any cousins their age they hung out with before hollywood? how close are they? did they keep in contact? or were their only peers from school?
theres soooo much about family i'd love to know like relationship with parents and extended family, but even just siblings i feel like theres already so much to talk about, esp with so many characters
personally i hc jo as only girl with older & younger brothers, camille either only child or youngest child with a huge gap, and the other 3 btr members as only children. but i wanna know what u think!
👨👩👧👦 FAMILY WITH MOTHER, FATHER, SON AND DAUGHTER — how many people are in your oc's immediate family? how many people are in your oc's extended family? do they have aunts, uncles, cousins, grandparents, etc? who in their family are they closest with? are they close with their birth family, or do they have a found family?
YES OH MY GOD I'VE BEEN WAITING TO EXPAND ON THIS i just couldn't figure out how to work it into my story (though, there's a little bit in my original chapter!!). i'm gonna go through roxy, the boys, jo, and camille for this one and its SO LONG but i hope you enjoy bc i had so much fun writing it
please find everything under the cut!
send an emoji/description of emoji to learn more about a writer's oc! many of these are taken from my munday asks meme, because i thought it would be fun to make a version for characters too! the prompts are categorized by emoji type and given descriptions in case anyone can't see the symbols. can be used for roleplayers and any general writers alike! for roleplayers, these can also be used for your interpretations of canon characters if you so desire as well!
𝐎𝐁𝐉𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐒. 💭 THOUGHT BALLOON — what is your oc's MBTI, enneagram, and/or other personality aspects (if known/interested in)? 🚗 CAR — does your oc have a driver's license? can they drive/operate any automobiles/machinery besides cars? ✈️ AIRPLANE — does your oc like traveling, or do they consider themselves a more homey person? 🎮 VIDEO GAME CONTROLLER — what are three of your oc's favorite hobbies? 💍 RING — does your oc have any piercings? do they want any (more) piercings? 🖊️ BALLPOINT PEN — does your oc have any tattoos? do they want any (more) tattoos? 📚 BOOKS — what level of education has your oc most recently completed/is currently in (GED, undergraduate, grad school, phd, etc)? 🎻 VIOLIN — does your oc play any instruments? what is their skill level (beginner/intermediate/advanced/virtuoso/etc)? 🩹 ADHESIVE BANDAGE — does your oc have any physical and/or mental disabilities? 🩸 DROP OF BLOOD — what is your oc's blood type?
𝐒𝐘𝐌𝐁𝐎𝐋𝐒. 🎶 MUSICAL NOTES — what type of music does your oc like? do they listen to music very often? 💯 HUNDRED POINTS SYMBOL — share three random facts about your oc that others may not know. 💤 SLEEPING SIGN — is your oc a light sleeper or a heavy sleeper? how are their sleeping habits? 🔱 TRIDENT EMBLEM — can your oc swim? do they enjoy swimming? 🔺 RED TRIANGLE POINTED UP — does your oc know how to use any weapons? 🔶 LARGE ORANGE DIAMOND — does your oc know cpr? do they have any other medical expertise? 🚫 PROHIBITED — does your oc drink/smoke? do they do it regularly, or is it more on occasion or for special events?
𝐍𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄. 🌈 RAINBOW — what is your oc's sexual orientation/gender identity? what pronouns do they use? 🎄 CHRISTMAS TREE — what is your oc's favorite holiday? 🐶 DOG FACE — does your oc have any pets? 🐈 CAT — does your oc prefer a wide circle of friends or a few close friends? 🐷 PIG FACE — what is your oc's favorite animal? 🐉 DRAGON — what is your oc's favorite mythical creature? 🍃 LEAVES FLUTTERING IN WIND — what is/was your oc's favorite subject in school? 🌴 PALM TREE — does your oc have a green thumb? do they enjoy gardening? 🍎 RED APPLE — where was your oc born? do they still live in/around their place of birth or do they live somewhere else? how do they feel about their birthplace?
𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐒. ❤️ RED HEART — what are three of your oc's positive traits? 🤍 WHITE HEART — what are three of your oc's neutral/questionable traits? 💔 BROKEN HEART — what are three of your oc's negative traits? 💘 HEART WITH ARROW — what and/or who do(es) your oc consider the most important to them? 🧡 ORANGE HEART — does your oc tend to prioritize family or friends? 💛 YELLOW HEART — how many languages does your oc speak? what language(s) are they learning, if any? 💚 GREEN HEART — does your oc prefer being inside or outside? 💙 BLUE HEART — does your oc have any cool/special powers and/or abilities? how are they with magic, if it exists in their world? 💜 PURPLE HEART — what is your oc's ancestry/genetic background? 🖤 BLACK HEART — has your oc killed or seriously wounded anyone before? have they broken someone's heart and/or broken someone's trust?
𝐅𝐎𝐎𝐃𝐒. 🎂 BIRTHDAY CAKE — when is your oc's birthday? how old are they? what are their sun, moon, & rising signs (if known)? what about their tarot card, ruling planet, & ruling number (if known)? do they fit the typical traits of these sun, moon, & rising signs? 🍝 SPAGHETTI — what is/are your oc's favorite food(s)? 🍰 SHORTCAKE — what is/are your oc's favorite sweet(s)/dessert(s)? 🍦 SOFT ICE CREAM — what is/are your oc's favorite ice cream flavor(s)? 🍔 HAMBURGER — is your oc good at cooking? are they good at baking? which one do they prefer? 🥯 BAGEL — what does your oc's typical breakfast look like? do they usually eat breakfast? 🥪 SANDWICH — what does your oc's typical lunch look like? do they usually eat lunch? 🍛 CURRY AND RICE — what does your oc's typical dinner look like? do they usually eat dinner? 🍸 COCKTAIL GLASS — what is your oc's favorite alcoholic drink, if they can drink? ☕️ HOT BEVERAGE — does your oc prefer coffee, tea, hot chocolate, milk, water, or some other drink? how do they like to take this drink (ex. coffee with milk, hot chocolate with whipped cream, a specific kind of tea, etc)?
𝐏𝐄𝐎𝐏𝐋𝐄. 😊 SMILING FACE WITH SMILING EYES — what are your oc's career/general life desires? what do they want to get the most out of life? 😖 CONFOUNDED FACE — is your oc an introvert, an extrovert, or an ambivert? do they let people in easily, or are they more reserved? 🤔 THINKING FACE — what are some of your oc's quirks/mannerisms? 🧐 FACE WITH MONOCLE — is your oc more logical or emotional? 🤓 SMILING FACE WITH GLASSES — is your oc chatty or quiet? are they at ease in social situations, or are they more shy? 🤩 FACE WITH STARRY EYES — is your oc a planner, or are they more spontaneous in their actions? 😥 SAD BUT RELIEVED FACE — is your oc prone to getting stressed out, or is it easy for them to keep their cool? 😓 DOWNCAST FACE WITH SWEAT — is your oc open-minded or stubborn? are they inquisitive or do they prefer to keep to their bubble of knowledge? 😞 DISAPPOINTED FACE — does your oc attract others, or do they tend to be left alone? 🤒 FACE WITH THERMOMETER — does your oc get sick easily? 👨👩👧👦 FAMILY WITH MOTHER, FATHER, SON AND DAUGHTER — how many people are in your oc's immediate family? how many people are in your oc's extended family? do they have aunts, uncles, cousins, grandparents, etc? who in their family are they closest with? are they close with their birth family, or do they have a found family?
Hello! Please find all the chapters for That's All She Wrote linked below :)
JAMES KISSED ROXY THIS IS NOT A DRILL AHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Fantastic chapter as always, cannot wait until you tackle season 2, which is my favourite of all the seasons. I'm also eager to see what you do for the movie 👀
he huh????
james what?????
are you sure??????????
after 18 chapters and ~260k words the boy did hm!???????
thank you for the kind words :) i’m also excited to get into season 2, though i anticipate that i will take a few episodes out of my story (the wedding, the earth day, and the sneaker episodes are the big ones, we’ll have to see) and i’ll rearrange the order of a few (a christmas episode and then a few later a beach episode? that’s a precious six months gone to waste…)… but it’s my favorite season as well!!
as for the movie… i know it’s so long to go but i have so many ideas!!!!
Show: Big Time Rush
Pairing: James Diamond x Original Female Character
Chapter 18: Jump Then Fall (1.18 - Part 2) ~ 13k
“So… There might have been a few things I lied to you and your dad about.”
Those were certainly the words Roxy wanted James to say to her as they stood outside the door to apartment 2-J.
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I just got caught up on Thats All She Wrote and I absolutely love how you wrote chapter 19! You can absolutely feel Roxy's anger and desperation and it was amazing! Cannot wait until next chapter!
eeeee thank you!!! i worked very hard on this chapter and i’m so happy you loved it 🫶🫶 the parts from minnesota are very special to me!
roxy at the end of the first part listening to oasis in her bedroom like:
hi! just a reminder for anyone who didn’t see - chapter 18 part 2 will not be out today! it’ll be out in a few days, whenever i get back from vacation :)
next chapter is dedicated to the person at btr vegas who gave me the mangerine bracelet i love you
final bracelet haul for show one!!
haul for show two!!!!
The tags on your last post are so accurate. I HAVE to write the story in the same way the readers will read it. I've tried jumping ahead but I can never go back to what I'm supposed to be writing.
right?? it’s good and bad for multiple reasons but that one thing that annoys me personally is just having to write any ideas i have for the future of my story down on my ideas page and then just letting it rot there for like months lmaoo
chapter 19... im so excited for you to read it babes!