Is this vampire hypnosis?
Long lost original cover for Nirvana’s Nevermind
[writes about Jesus but it’s actually about being trans] [writes about being trans but it’s actually about Jesus]
had a slow day at work… my coworker and I had a three hour conversation about preemptive mourning and death anxiety
of all my problems, I feel like unstuck-in-time grief might be the most miserable. I’ve never been able to compartmentalize—even as a child, all joy and comfort and delight was haunted by the specter of future loss. it’s the curse of a strong imagination; there’s painful awareness of the inevitability of death, and then there’s constant vivid visions of bereavement that make all moments of particular happiness unbearable. I have already lost everything and everyone, in a hundred thousand ways, every day of my life, for as long as I remember, and it never, ever gets any easier.
When the mouth of infinity buries its teeth in me, I'll smile through the agony for you
I don't need no help I can sabotage me by myself
sorry for being hateful it's just that there's hate in my heart :/
insurmountable love too but that's not as funny.
I would literally be unstoppable if I didn’t have that persistent pit in my stomach that everyone in a room is just a little bit annoyed by my presence
ah yes the three c's of coping. cutting cumming and crying
when i said “leave me alone”, this isn’t quite what i meant
A life of being the “good one” only to get abused and mistreated and abandoned is enough to drive you insane and make you have a deep well of anger that will never go away no matter how hard you try
Ghosts of the past
- ⚠️CW: injury, physical trauma
Ghosts of the past
- ⚠️CW: injury, physical trauma
i still miss you
It is too easy to go back to all that has been
um! Just a comic! Things I think about when I make big mistakes
Touché Amoré // Limelight (feat. Andy Hull)
Diazepam // Turnover
One of the best songs to ever exist