I think the worst part about dating someone while being incredibly insecure is that every person, no matter who it is, you never, ever feel good enough. You could be dating them for years, but every time an opportunity comes to get in your own head, you are reminded of that sick feeling in your gut. That they could have someone so much better than you. Even if you somehow overcome the feeling, you will always have that moment where you second guess yourself. Do they really want me??? What about that person they were talking to??? They’re attractive. Much better fit. It’s not even a jealousy thing because you never want to be that person that controls someone you love, and you don’t wanna tell them who they can and can’t talk to. So you’re just left trying to reassure the person that you trust them. And its REALLY NOT THEM. IT’S YOU.