1 year ago.

my best friend, my soulmate, the daughter i never knew i would have and needed. i forgot today, which might have been a good thing. this year has been the hardest of my whole life. no one will ever understand the pain i have gone through and continue to go through till this day. but i have come a long way in my journey of grief, because you have been with me every step of the way. your soul and spirit are bound with me for eternity. you are the biggest part of me and the reason i continue to persevere through everyday. the year has came and gone and changed me in every way, and every year after will continue to help me grow and flourish into the person you knew me to be. my gratitude is abundant for the person you taught me to be. i don’t know what would have become of myself and my life if i never had you. thank you for loving me, caring for me, and allowing me to love and care for you right back. i’m still not in a place to share you with the world, to let others in on our life we shared together, because to me it is sacred. best friend, sister, daughter, soulmate, everything beautiful. i love you endlessly my sweet sweet caroline. thank you. i miss you.