I want to be touched but I avoid it as much as I can
I want to be heard but I don't speak
I want to be seen but I hide myself and make me invisible
I want true connection and intimacy with someone but I keep myself as distant as possible
I want love but I don't think I deserve it
It's difficult to live like this.
I can't get rid of that feeling that I wasn't made for this world
My brain has malfunctioned
I am an error
I shouldn't be here
21.08.21
crush by richard siken // richard diebenkorn // richard diebenkorn // if there’s a way out i’ll take it by lora mathis
no offense but i just…. want silence everything is too loud and too much
Δεν ξέρω αν τελευταία δεν μιλάω επειδή δεν έχω κάτι να πω
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επειδή έχω τόσα να πω που έχω μπλοκάρει τελείως.
η σκέψη χρειάζεται παρέα αλλιώς γίνεται αυτοκαταστροφική.
“Why does tragedy exist? Because you are full of rage. Why are you full of rage? Because you are full of grief” - taken from Anne Carson’s “Tragedy: A Curious Art Form”
τι ντυθηκες εσυ??
Κατάθλιψη με πόδια
“I have pasts inside me I did not bury properly.”
— Ijeoma Umebinyuo, from “Confessions”, published in “Questions for Ada”
