memento mori

hello everyone, I hope ur doin okay <3

i really wanted to come on here and say thank you to every who has sent me messages and asks wishing my father and my family good will and good health, sincerely it means so much to me that you guys would take any amount of time from your day to reach out ahh, thank u <3

a bit of an update on my dad is he is out of the icu and is home recovering which is so, so amazing and we all feel so lucky

the doctors think that he may still have kawasaki disease, to the point it is still activity effecting his heart and which was the cause of the heart attack, but like before are confident that he'll be okay

ahhh tbh my family, we have lots of fears for him but we're trying to stay as positive about it as possible, I keep telling myself that last time he was okay too, I'm gonna keep telling myself that

again I really just can't say thank you enough, thank u so so so much, what you guys have said to me has rlly helped me keep positive, it means a lot to me :'-) once more I hope ur all doing okay!!! b safe & well, ily ily

my father thinks he might be having another heart attack, he admitted that he used his nitro twice at work today, and he's just gone off to the hospital and I'm so horrified, its been just over a month and a year since his last one

I hate this feeling, not knowing if he will be okay or not, it feels so gross in the strangest way, like I'm sea sick sitting in my bed waiting for any update, I hate this I hate this I hate this