Avatar

A

@moonlihts

i’d like to be my old self again but i’m still trying to find it
Avatar
reblogged

There was this feeling keeping me down. This hopeless feeling like drowning… it was grief. — Monica Rambeau, WandaVision (2021) s01e05

Avatar
reblogged

Grief is the final act of love

One last time–Ariana Grande// Allegiant–Veronica Roth// The Good Place (2016-2020)// Jamie Anderson// WandaVision(2020)// The Capacity to Love Requires the Neccesity to Mourn–Dr. Alan Wolfelt// Soon You'll Get Better– Taylor Swift// Fleabag (2016–2020)// Wish: Heaven Has No Regrets–Tessa Shaffer
Avatar
reblogged
Avatar
re-cluse

“I feel a little clearer just now. We have.  All of us have. The rest is confetti. So many times and we didn’t know it. All of us. No, not a heart. A stomach. We have. All of us have. So many times and we didn’t know it. I don’t get it. I feel like I’ve been here before. We have. All of us have. So many times and we didn’t know it. All of us. I feel a bit clearer now. Everything’s been out of order. Time, I mean. I thought for so long that time was like a line, that that our moments were laid out like dominoes, and that they fell, one into another and on it went, just days tipping, one into the next, into the next, in a long line between the beginning and the end. But I was wrong. It’s not like that at all. Our moments fall around us like rain. Or snow. Or confetti. You were right. We have been in this room. So many times and we didn’t know. All of us. Mom says that a house is like a body and that every house has eyes. And bones. And skin. And a face. This room is like the heart of the house. No, not a heart, a stomach. It was your dance studio, Theo. It was my toy room. It was a reading room for Mom. A game room for Steve. A family room for Shirley. A treehouse for Luke. It put on different faces so that we’d be still and quiet. While it digested. I’m like a small creature swallowed whole by a monster. And the monster feels my tiny little movements inside. I learned a secret. There’s no without. I am not gone. I’m scattered into so many pieces, sprinkled on your life like new snow……. Forgiveness is warm. Like a tear on a cheek. Think of that and of me when you stand in the rain. I loved you completely. And you loved me the same. That’s all. The rest is confetti.” — Nellie, The Haunting of Hill House

Avatar
reblogged
Avatar
bebx
The parallels between The Haunting of Hill House (2018) and The Haunting of Bly Manor (2020)
Avatar
reblogged

I was right here. I didn’t go anywhere. I was here the whole time.  THE HAUNTING OF HILL HOUSE