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Ehinaaya, The Essence of Heartbreak Page 212
i’m definitely the girlfriend that rubs your back under your shirt in public just because i miss the feel of your skin
i know you say you love me a hundred times a day and i just wish i could believe you
“I knew you were going to break my heart, but I fell for you anyways.”
— And when you finally did break it, I only had myself to blame.
“You have no idea how worthless you made me feel.”
— Unknown
“Chains, around my neck tightening every step I take, bringing me closer and closer to suffocation. I want to give up, I want to stop the air from traveling into my lungs, helping me live. I don’t know what to do anymore, I’m trapped in this black void and no matter how fast I run, I can never find the light. It feels as though I’m running in circles. I can no longer deny this, I’ve completely lost myself, sinking into the black void, I’m willingly letting it consume me. I can’t fight it back anymore. I’ve lost the ability to sleep and no amount of sleeping pills I slide down my throat, my eyes never seem to shut, the voices never seem to quieten down. I’ve lost the strength. I’ve lost.”
— p.s.w // excerpt from a book i’ll never write #258
i honestly hate the way this generation treats cheating as if its some funny joke, its disgusting, if you cheat on your partner youre a fucking scumbag
honestly i dont even play an active role in my life shit just happens and im like oh is this what we’re doing now ok
“I refuse to tell anyone how bad it really got again.”
— Because i know they can’t handle it to go through this again. (via im-sad-lets-have-sex)
all because of you