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Say a Hail Mulder For Me

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Obsessed with sci-fi will-they-won’t-they since 1994
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Keys, Wallet, Phone: An introspective look at Mulder's life. AO3

The Old Ball and Chain: Scully's thoughts on being Mulder's "wife." AO3 | Tumblr

Déjà Vu: Tracing the thread of Mulder and Scully's relationship. AO3 | Tumblr

The Clothes Make the Woman: Musings on the transformation of Dana Scully's wardrobe. AO3 | Tumblr

Communion: A look at Dana Scully's relationship with Mulder, her family, and God at Easter from 1997-2018. AO3

Thanksgiving, Medium Rare: In 2009, Mulder and Scully have to host Thanksgiving at the last minute. AO3 | Tumblr

Three Spirits in the Night: Mulder is vistied by spirits on Christmas Eve, who help him see the truth. AO3

The Joy of Cooking: After Mulder and Scully start working together again in Season 10, she becomes suspicious when he brings healthy meals to work for lunch. AO3 | Tumblr

A Cup of Kindness: In 2019, Mulder finds himself in a bar on Scully's birthday. Canon divergent from the end of Existance (season 8 finale). AO3

The Case of the Nip Slip: Mulder gets an eyefull when he and Scully have to share a bed in The Rain King. AO3 | Tumblr

In the Middle of the Night: Four times Mulder and Scully end up in bed together. But nothing happens (other than sleep and maybe feelings). AO3

Qualifying Life Events: Set in 2007, when Mulder finds a concerning lump, he and Scully discuss health insurance. AO3 | Tumblr

Control: Five times Mulder and Scully discuss family planning. AO3

Internet Porn: An incident with an internet browser history leads to a (hopefully non-judgmental) awkward conversation. Set in 2013 in a universe where Mulder and Scully raised William. AO3 | Tumblr

Reentry: Canon divergent from the end of DeadAlive, Mulder tries to get used to being back from the dead. AO3

Lots and Lots of Boxes: After returning from the dead, Mulder takes a trip down memory lane. AO3

Inmunidad: A rewrite of Vienen. When Mulder and Scully suspect the black oil is on a drilling platform in the Gulf of Mexico, they realize they are the only ones who can stop it. Too bad he doesn’t work for the FBI at the moment and she’s thirty three weeks pregnant. AO3

April Showers: Mrs. Scully throws a party for Mulder and Scully. Light refreshments will be served. AO3

Incubo: The week before Scully goes on maternity leave, she and Mulder head to New Jersey to investigate a series of suspicious deaths. However, neither of them could have predicted how personal it would become. AO3

And How Does That Make You Feel?: Mulder and Scully do couples therapy with Karen Kosseff. AO3

Sinister: When an old “friend” turns up with information about their son, Mulder and Scully must act to protect their unborn child. AO3

In the Space of a Day: Fighting a global conspiracy is much harder with an infant in tow. AO3

hey what's everyone's favorite xfiles episode? no spoilers please

mine:

all-time favorite: paper hearts

most personal: oubliette

fun episode: the jersey devil

the rest of what i consider my tops: one breath, demons, sein und zeit

I don't have an all time fave per se but faves for different moods so

Atmospheric vibes: the field where I died

Msr centered: Detour

To analyse: X-cops

Most personal/makes me cry: closure

Fun: most s7 motw tbh, Goldberg variation, je souhaite, amazing maleeni

All time fave: Pusher

Fun episode: Bad Blood

All time fave: Field Trip

Other Eps I Really Love: Clyde Bruckman, Ice, Bad Blood, Pusher, Paper Hearts, Demons

Comfort eps: How The Ghosts Stole Christmas, Milagro

Fave to Analyze: Amor Fati

Underrated faves: E.B.E., The End

Angsty Eps I Rewatch A Normal, Not Problematic Amount: DeadAlive, Three Words, Ascension, One Son, Redux II

An Ep That Everyone Hates That I Don’t As Much: 3

An Ep That Everyone Loves That I Don’t As Much: Memento Mori

All time favorite: Bad Blood

Relaxing fun favorites: Humbug, War of the Coprophages, Jose Chung’s, Clyde Bruckman’s, Detour, How the Ghosts Stole Christmas, The Rain King, Arcadia, Je Souhaite, Lost Art of Forehead Sweat

Mythology Favorites: Anasazi/The Blessing Way/Paper Clip and Duane Berry/Ascension/One Breath

Underrated favorites: Improbable, This

When I want all the feels and dwell upon the magic that is Mulder and Scully: Pusher, Momento Mori, Paper Hearts, Redux II, Elegy, Tithonus, Requiem, Fight the Future

william’s last name in canon is mulder to me i will not be taking criticism there’s just no way scully didn’t have that picked out as his last name after mulder’s funeral, after skinner pointed out that her partner wasn’t the last mulder. and then there’s no reason to change it once mulder’s back especially because i think she would’ve gotten attached to it—and from the perspective of scully picking out the names beforehand to honor the mulders, it kinda makes sense that she chose william to honor mulder’s dad. like if they’d had a girl she would’ve named her teena. trying to give as much of the mulder family to the kid as possible (middle name samantha or samuel probably).

kae i have thought about it all so much and i too would love it if william was actually named sam but at the same time i think it’s fitting to retire the name? like she’s been calling out for him for nearly his whole life and now that era of his life is over etc etc. and then giving william to their son to rejuvenate the name and make it something better than a name owned by absentee fathers and asshole brothers. but if i was asked to choose i would definitely choose sam bc there’s too many god damn williams in that family 💀

i totally get what you're saying and i think ultimately, the name sam is something so special and specific to mulder that it will always be hers more than it could ever be his child's

but if scully's goal was to connect the baby into his family, it was our best option lmao, and the only one that didn't result in strangely naming her child after conspirators...and would've been the most emotionally resonant

love your thoughts about reclaiming it though!!

“Home” and “Home Again” had a mirror image – the conversation on the bench. It was perfect in the way it was shot. Even her hands are the same! Did you look at that scene beforehand?

Yeah, you’re filming in a hospital intensive care ward, it was over a weekend, and I was like, what am I going to do with this thing? We had a set, and I thought – we could go down there, down the hall, they would want to talk away from everybody. There’s a bench! And I knew what the bench talk meant to fans. And I wanted to pay my respects to Kim Manners, so I pulled it up on Netflix or something, and I just screengrabbed and put it on my phone and went to Joel Ransom (the cinematographer) and to David and Gillian and said we’re doing this!

Glen Morgan,  March 23, 2016

Nice story

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fanfiction is like. here's a piece of my soul! here's the parts of me i didn't know what else to do with! i wrapped them up in something i love in an attempt to understand my own feelings and morals and maybe the whole world. hope you like it.

Saw your tags-- sopumpedsopumpedSOPUMPED. Sounds like a real tup at the ol' heartstrings! AND YAY, I'm not alone with my thoughts~ :DDDD

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Background: @randomfoggytiger made this awesome post about Mulder's response to trauma, and I barfed in their tags that the descriptions of Mulder and Scully's responses matched what I was writing in my current fic -- namely, that given an impossible situation, Mulder will freeze and dissociate (then fight) and Scully will go into hyperactivity mode.

The referenced story is part of my A Second Chance series (which is rewriting the show from Deadalive). Currently in the series, William has been born, and he has abilities that have attracted the attention of CSM.

Much like in the show, I wanted to answer the question: what do Mulder and Scully do if William in is danger? I actually agree with the show (kind of) that Scully's reaction to William being in danger is to give him away. This seems like the flight/hyperactivity response that @randomfoggytiger discusses for her. I think where the show failed was that the stakes weren't high enough for what she did.

The show should have pointed out is that Scully's chip in her neck prevents her from running too. And that the chip is why she didn't go with Mulder in the first place. The show also needed to explain why William couldn't hide with Mulder. I also think they needed to show Scully go into hyperactivity mode trying to fix/protect him, first, before making this sacrifice. Or at least have put a reason why it had to be now. But they didn't so here we are and the whole thing feels weak.

But I think, if Mulder had been around when she was faced with the choice, his freeze response would have slowed everything down. I don't think he would have agreed to giving William away. He would have chosen try to hide the three of them or to stand their ground and fight.

So, I think this leads to some resentment between Mulder and Scully over the loss of William. Mulder understands, intellectually, why she did it, but he clings to the things he loves. Whoever was after William would have had to rip him away from Mulder (literally). Scully, on the other hand, lets the things she loves go (see: stopping Emily's treatment). She'd rather be in pain alone than watch what she loves suffer.

Anyway, this is all to say, that I am nervous as I write the next two (unpublished) parts of this series, as it dives into this question. So I was excited that it generally followed this post, so at least one person in the world might agree with me. :)