Real talent is when u can lie to ur bf, then tell him the truth, then make him feel smart af for figuring out some shit before u told him ..boom now hes not mad at u 😆😆

Soooo the 1st time I buy alcohol after I'm 21 is for me, 1 pint Heaven Hill vodka of coarse, and for the hot minor, Southern Comfort. Wtf this can't be real, I need a note book baddddd

Just got off the phone with my bestie♡ we havent talked like that in years i love her. So thinking about not moving cuz she told me about these apartments opening up♡ im so excited right now(: i think the dog pissed in my room cuz i fucking smell it😠

Car motors, bus engines. Birds, water fountain behind me.

Well i think a big duffle bag is only gona cost like $15. Just sitting outside of work drinking a monster cuz i feel so exhausted. Watching the cars pass by in a town that iv lived jn for almost 21 years. Thinking about this long bus ride im about to take. Not too long.

Its this feeling of fight or flight and i cant do much fighting. My hands are tied. I feel like i NEED to run, i havent done it in so long. Still thinking about my boy tho. My parents are going to flip but they have to understand they cant control my life. Honestly i cant either. Not in a bad way. Its the universe guiding me. Those shooting stars were not a qouincodence. It might sound crazy or stupid, but hey, im a little crazy. I wouldnt say stupid tho. I cant be now. Have to get this done. And done right. Pay day it begins.

S Scorpio

He took me for granted pushed me to the side made me 2nd nothing was good enough everything was my fault the house was never clean enough supper was never perfect enough but at times i was perfect to him its just those times got lesser and lesser. We drifted apart BIG TIME and maybe he drifter 1st cuz i still remember that one night and he will never understand why i had to move on. And maybe i will never understand why i HAD to do it. I had to i just know.

J Aries

I like how he makes me feel like i can be honest with him. Im honest anyways and sometimes might be so blunt i hurt ur feelings. But the way he asks me questions, makes me feel comfterble being honest. Like hes not gona judge me he just wants the truth

I swear a guy thats a little stingy with his dick makes me want more sex than a guy wanting sex all the fucking time

Virgo♍ is a mutable sign and i get it now. Usually i bend and break for whatever people want, mostly guys i date. But i cant do that anymore, theres no way i can go back to the person i was. From now on im gona be myself 100% and have the friends i want and go where i want and do what i want. Im gona have a job and a car and im gona get drunk n fucked up if i want. I want to be me all the time.

I was laying on the concrete steps of a church. I had taken my dog Nate here once, there was a dog show type thing, and i blew giant bubbles and he would jump up and bite them. We didnt win but it was kool....Jeese and John were standin by the truck, i was just looking at the clouds. The full moon. The sky was so pretty. Jesse was rolling a blunt. Omg ♡. Im already drunk af. This girl at work Jonnie, i went to school with her. She gave me some vodka in a togo cup at work, was taking shots with mountain dew. At this moment, with my back on the concrete and eyes on the moon, i feel so free, and happy, and new. Its crazy, i know...I get up and stand by Jesse, hes about to light the blunt. Jesse hands me a fat ass joint and says, "Put that up somewhere, its for you." I open Johns truck door, grab my purse, and get my make up bag out of it. I put the joint inside, put it away. "Why did u give me that?" I say to Jesse, moving closer, smiling. "I take care of my girl, when i got one. You ask too many questions. Haha." He laughs. ....... Jesse. "Yall ready to go?" John. "Sounds good to me." We get in the truck, im in the middle, John left Jesse on my right. Were driving to my parents house. Its like a little after 10:30, im blazed the fuck out. I love getting high for free, lol! I keep looking over at jesse, i swear hes so hot. And idk why he wont make out with me lol. This mf, playing with my emotions haha. ....... Im home now, still high as shit. And i knew i was gona get the munchies. All i ate was 2 buscuits and 2 rolls today, some bacon too. I just now ate some sausage, friots, and bread and thats the best meal iv had in weeks lmao. Ate 2 chocolate chip cookins too omg droooo.

If u like a guy and he likes u back but ur not sure how to keep him, just google tf out of his zodiac sign and basicaly steal his heart and soul. Ur welcome♡

Okay this is weird af cuz a while back i looked up my zodiac sign in depth..it said my asscendant is Scorpio which means one of my parents/my destiny..so i thought back and my entire life i have been SURROUNDED by scorpios, My Mom, cousin, bestfriend, 1st love, husband, amd even my fucking SON. Okay well, im about to get a divorce, and now, it seems im about to be surrounded by Aries, i need to go check my Zodiac again, maybe it changed.

the lucid dream

Like egyptian people..i broke the law so they was half torturing me, they cut my right hand, then was burning it with this wax stuff..and towards the end i was like, i know this is a dream, i can get away. So i just took off running to the left and there was a door and another door and another door, i just kept opening them and running through them until i ended up outside on the concrete, looking at the sky, somewhere in the town i live in...

U see i cant ever say im ugly cuz i have h***** and guys would still risk it n fuxk me and its not cuz of my persinalty haha

Just loose sweat pants and sports bra and a cami..havent stayed dressed like this all day in forever..feels great lol

Mouth injury from a blow job. ✔

Me-Just got violently face fucked by my crushs dick goes to the couch. MP-you dont look like AK. Me-fucking cracking up Shut up Marissa!😂😂

Why Live The Life You're Forced To Live, When You Can Live The Life You Want To Live.

Its weird im Either impulsive or passive..eat a shit load of food in one day or eat nothing but crackers for weeks..be all in with u or fall back...get a lil high or turn all the way up..listen to music non stop or not listen to anything for weeks..idk what it is lately some shit is up tf man..hmm