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I am learning to love the sound of my feet walking away from things not meant for me.
- anonymous (via yourspoetry)
I carved your name into a bullet so everyone would know that you were the last thing going through my head
sagittariuslover (via whatisthenormal)
lyricallymnded’s end of year celebration! | tahlia’s favorite songs released in 2017
what’s wrong // pvris
sometimes i am suddenly reminded that childhood abuse is not a universal experience and that some people have loving and supportive parents who have never traumatized them and im just like ????
A letter to November
Dear November,
I used to get excited when you’d come, that was the case this year too but I didn’t know you’d bring calamities with you this time, because you never did so earlier. You were always so nice to me. All the time I’ve been here you only brought the best things; breezing nights, warming coffee, blissful memories and moments. You always brought a sense of cold, a buzzing wind, smell of winters with you, a reason for me to smile and start reflecting back on the year that had past.
I know I shouldn’t be ungrateful for all that you’ve done throughout the years but what you brought this year left me a little too shattered I must say. You’d probably argue it was my own doing and it probably was but it wasn’t really a good time for everything to fall apart again.
Things I was meaning to make happen, when you and your next neighbor came, turned to dust as you brought tragic news. The plans I was structuring, the castle I was building, came crashing down like shards of glass in a jiffy.
What started off as a small hope, in a cold November night, turned into a series of sleepless nights as I realized that this world doesn’t work the way you want it to. It’s bullocks to think that when you want something with your might the universe conspires in helping you achieve it, for it doesn’t, it never does. What’s not meant for you, no matter how hard you try, you’re not gonna get it, simple. A simple lesson that took me a while to understand, that’s what you brought, we learn and come back stronger I guess but I don’t know how to be strong anymore.
Let’s hope that when your neighbor comes I’ll be in a better shape but as I bid farewell to you, I wanted you to know that even though you had my best interests at heart, what you brought broke me completely.
Good bye November.
Forever yours,
DG
The Girl He Loves
There was a man I once knew, for me there was no other. The closer to loving me he grew, the more he would grow further.
I tried to love him as his friend, then to love him as his lover; but he never loved me in the end— his heart was for another.
— Lang Leav
You’re two thousand miles away, and I still think about sleeping in your arms. You’ve stopped speaking to me, and I still think about all the times you told me you adored me. You’re talking to another girl, and I’m still talking to someone about you. Your life is no longer part of mine, and your name is still what comes to mind when I see a falling star.
-You're the best I've ever had