what's left of my heart's still made of gold

Eddie coming to terms with his sexuality and then coming out to Buck in the most fucked up and romantic way possible - by telling him "I reached for you. I was lying in the street thinking this was it, that I was dying and all I wanted was to touch you one more time".

Just going to leave this here for you 💕

i don't understand how you can listen to ryan talking about being a part of buck's bi arc so thoughtfully, forget about the fact that he's respected the interpretation of buddie and has been saying he'd be open to it literally from the start, and then decide that he's just like. homophobic for no reason and is single-handedly stopping buddie from happening through the force of his sheer hatred and horror over possibly being gay on tv. like i think you are just being racist

Happy lesbian week to them and them only

FIRST KILL — "First Severing"

Buffy the Vampire Slayer (1997 - 2003) ⏤ 6.19, Seeing Red

9-1-1 (2018 - ) ⏤ 4.13, Suspicion

do me a solid and just reblog this saying what time it is where you are and what you’re thinking about in the tags.

but like fuck just imagine. imagine it. your best friend’s shot right in front of you and there’s a moment where time stands still. where it’s just you and him and the red string that keeps you in each-other’s orbit. and then he’s falling to the ground and bleeding out and you drag yourself under a fire truck to save him. and you get him inside and it’s a flurry of motion, sirens blaring as you press your hands into his broken skin trying to hold him together. you beg him to stay with you as you scream yourself hoarse, and the only words he manages to say before he lets go is are you hurt? and he’s wheeled through the hospital doors away from you, and your captain told you once long ago that you don’t go beyond the glass doors, but that’s fine. your heart’s lying somewhere on a gurney inside anyways. everything slots together in a dizzying motion and oh. it’s him. it always has been. this. this goes beyond friendship. it always has. you love him to the core.

just thinking about The Look from 5x01… straight off the shooting… and how we could have had it all… way back then…..

today i will wear my white button down

the fact that they haven't talked about the will and *not really* about the shooting since it happened. it makes so much sense cause you cannot convince that conversation is not gonna reveal Feelings. in fact it looks like they PLANNED for it to reveal Feelings but then they had to backtrack and not have the conversation at all. cause there was no way to have it and not make it incredibly gay. anyways when they finally talk about the will it WILL be buddie canon confirmed im calling it right now

buck and eddie screaming for each other

buddie + parallels with madney/bathena/henren

requested by anon

buck being there for and helping eddie ↳ “isn’t that what we all want in a partner? knowing that they have your back?”

btw oliver and ryan see everything we see and they love the emotional edits and read the fanfiction and giggle about it and don't disagree with the interpretation that they are probably in deep and enduring love with each other on the show and this is just their natural chemistry they're just letting it happen and oliver wanted to lean into a bi reading of buck anyway and buddie stuff is in his brain and he has to make a point to shut it off. and for some reason they really are telling us all this stuff unprompted. if you even care