Miss u

I often think about what my life would look like if you were still here. Would I be smiling? Would I be more focused on my school cuz I wouldn't feel sad all the time? Would I have had the summer I had? I dk. Ever since you've been gone I've been confused about my life. One day u were alive and the next gone n that's not fair. I'm not sure what happens after life, and I hope and pray everyday you're some where safe in peace. I would do anything to see you one more time. To hear your voice. To feel ur lips on mine. Life sucks man. With out u life doesn't make sense. U were my bestie. We went through hell and back, we were Bonnie and Clyde. I know ur looking down on me wishing and hoping Id be happy, but how can one be happy when they lose someone that meant so much to them. The only thing that keeps me going is knowing that one day I WILL see you again. And we will both be happy. Somewhere over the rainbow 🌈