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I Was Never There

“What makes a grown man wanna cry? What makes him wanna take his life?” What’s the only thing in the world capable to breaking down the soul and spirit of a man to the point where he has nothing left to live for?

“His happiness is never real And mindless sex is how he feels” When the joy escapes him and the love he once felt is gone, all he has left is lust and that will never be enough to replace the lost light.

“When it’s time, when it’s time, when it’s time It won’t matter It won’t matter When it’s time, when it’s time, when it’s time It won’t matter It won’t matter “ When the faithful moment comes that’s I’m out of the picture, it won’t make much of a difference anyway.

“It was like I was never there It was like he was gone in thin air When it’s time, when it’s time, when it’s time It won’t matter it won’t matter” Everything will continue to move forward in the world and My exist will be as it was before, meaningless…

“When it’s time, when it’s time, when it’s time It won’t matter, it won’t matter When it’s time, when it’s time, when it’s time It won’t matter, it won’t matter It was like I was never there It was like he was gone in thin air When it’s time, when it’s time, when it’s time It won’t matter, it won’t matter”

“and now I know what love is And I know it ain’t you for sure” I’ve felt love, passion and happiness. It isn’t even close to what you truly are.

“You’d rather something toxic So, I’ll poison myself again, again ‘Til I feel nothing In my soul” You want something as acidic and deadly as you, so i had to slowly kill off pieces of myself just to make you happy, and so i could feel again, but it wasn’t even worth it…

“I’m on the edge of something breaking I feel my mind is slowly fadin’ If I keep going, I won’t make it If I keep going, I won’t make it And it’s all because of you It’s all because of you It’s all because of you It’s all because of you” It won’t be long now until I’ve lost all of myself. My mind, body, and spirit alike will be reduced to nothing. And if i continue on this path, it won’t only be my destruction, but the destruction of everything around and all who are caught in the crossfire. And it’s all your fault…

Sometimes Death Seems Sweeter.

Get Lost In Yourself -Miri-

Find Someone You Can Trust. -Miri-

Our suffering is caused by holding on to how things should have been or could have been. Just let go and start creating new experiences.

- Unknown

Drink water. Moisturize your skin. Listen to new music.

Magic Is All Around You, You’re Too Human To See It.

MirihX3

“Harry glanced over at the dark shapes they made on the floor beside him. Ron had a fit of gallantry and insisted that Hermione sleep on the cushions from the sofa, so that her silhouette was raised above his. Her arm curved to the floor, her finger’s inches from Ron’s. Harry wondered whether they had fallen asleep holding hands.” (x)
My Prince Charming Brought Me More Pain than the One He Saved Me From.

Black Sheep

Jonathen Santellana,17yo, years was sitting in his car in a parking space at an apartment complex in Houston, Texas with his friend, Kalee Marsteller, also 17. Navasota police officer Rey Garza decided to rush up to Santellana’s driver’s side window, brandishing a gun.

Naturally, Santellana and Marsteller thought this deranged man was trying to rob them, so Santellana put the car in reverse to escape. Garza tried to open the door as Santellana began driving away. Garza, claiming that he feared for his life, then shot Santellana in the back of the head and back, killing him.

The report from Cam Cope, president of Auto Fire & Safety Consultants of Conroe, shows that Garza’s version of events “is not consistent with any of the factual evidence.” It is being submitted by Santellana’s family directly to a grand jury for the case to be reconsidered. A grand jury decided not to indict Garza, believing that he shot Santellana out of fear for his own life.

Garza was acting as a “courtesy officer” for the apartment complex when he spotted Santellana holding something in his hands and grew suspicious. After crossing paths with Santellana, Garza went to his apartment and grabbed his gun. Garza then located Santellana in his car, and claims that he saw Santellana putting a green leafy substance into a prescription bottle.

Garza felt that this behavior was cause for him to accost Santallana. Here is where the factual evidence contradicts Garza’s sworn testimony.

Garza claims that he “asked Jonathen to get out of the Chevrolet Malibu, then opened the driver’s door and reached in with his right hand to remove the keys from the ignition, as he alleges Jonathen was attempting to start the car.”

However, the car was already running, and Garza was banging on the window with his gun and demanding that Santellana roll down the window, according to Marsteller. An eyewitness, Sheila Moreno, states that Garza did not identify himself as a police officer, nor did she say anything about Garza holding a badge.

Garza claims that “he showed his badge and police identification as he opened the door” and “he had the gun and holster in his pocket as he attempted to remove the ignition keys with his right hand, then pulled the gun from the holster, showed the badge, fired 4-5 rounds, without aiming, as the driver’s door moved rearward 10-12 feet, peeling out (Rey Garza’s deposition).”

However, Moreno states that Garza was holding the gun with both hands. Garza’s holster was actually located on the front driver’s side windshield of Jonathen’s car. Marsteller states that Garza said he was a police officer only after Santellana had backed out of the space and began driving away. She also states that Garza did not begin shooting until after the car was moving forward.

Moreno states that she saw the car driving forward when she heard gunshots. She saw Garza walk toward the car and fire an additional 3 to 5 shots. Seven empty bullet casings were found in the middle of the parking lot.

Garza testified that Santellana never threatened him nor did he feel that Santellana was a dangerous person. Yet that did not stop him from recklessly approaching the vehicle with a loaded weapon and firing when Santellana did not obey orders from this large man in gym shorts, who did not initially identify himself as an officer or show a badge. He also put the residents of the apartment complex in danger by shooting at the moving vehicle.

Garza claims that he became pinned between Santellana’s door and the car parked next to him. However, Marsteller states that Garza was never in danger from the door and it did not hit anything. Santellana pushed Marsteller’s head down to protect her from flying bullets, and that is how he got shot in the back of the head.

The Grand Jury Package, submitted to the Free Thought Project by Roxanna Harrison, Santellana’s mother, reads as follows:

“Rey Garza should be indicted for murder, manslaughter, criminally negligent homicide, and/or aggravated assault with a deadly weapon as probable cause exists. Garza was not in danger when he shot Jonathen Santellana in the back and back of the head killing him. Like most criminal homicide suspects Rey Garza has come up with an excuse. However, the forensic and credible eyewitness evidence refutes his version on the events. Furthermore, shooting a person for trying to escape a non-violent minor crime is not a defense to homicide or aggravated assault with a deadly weapon.
The public and parents of Jonathen Santellana want justice to be done.”

This killer cop is still out on the streets because a grand jury, as is the case in most instances, failed to indict Garza — in spite of the overwhelming evidence against him. Blue privilege is nothing short of a license to kill.

We need the judges and prosecutor’s to be investigated because they are just as guilty when they let these tyrannical, bullying thugs off without even a slap on the wrist. Cops and district attorneys along with judges all wash each others backs. “I was afraid”, it defines their characters and carries ultimate influence with the judicial system. These are cowards with murderous intent. I do not know how a parent not go insane from the utter void of justice….and simply take out the murderer on their own. Actually it’s just one more crime committed by cops left unpunished. Not a surprise, but a long term #BadgePrivilege. They use to feel impunity and the prosecutors help them not to change their attitude. 

#KillerCops #PoliceBrutality #BadgeAbuse #Cops #StayWoke 

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one day you will be happy. not constantly, but it will become a theme in your life. you will have days where you feel sad and that’s normal. but eventually you can wake up with a smile on your face even if there isn’t a reason. you’ll see yourself through a clearer lens. you’ll think of the best case scenarios. you’ll find people who you can share your happiness with. you’ll settle into your own body and mind with a sense of security.

I Like my blunts how I like dick, Long & Fat.