INGOVY Ch.1 p.18
and we’re out of the bedroom! great job kids!
Throwing it way back to baby Maple helping with the lights!
Scamp’s trying to be on his best behavior since Santa only brings toys to the goodest boys!
Slut
Okay maybe if i wouldn’t fuck everyone and their best friend i wouldn’t feel like shit. Maybe if i valued myself i wouldn’t feel like i needed to have sex to be attractive. Maybe if i actually loved myself and had respect for myself i wouldn’t spread my legs for every boy that wanted to stick it in. Maybe it doesn’t matter. Maybe i can fuck whoever i want and be just fine. But I’m not. Nothing ever works out for me and it’s tragic that things involving fucking BOYS make me think about ending my life.
Grandparents
I’ve never had a good relationship with my parents. If it’s not fighting with my mom, it’s fighting with my dad. I fight with my grandparents but I’m telling you, i have no CLUE what i would do without them. They mean so much to me and I’m so thankful for everything they do for me. It’s so nice to just spend time with them. My pawpaw is the best man I’ve ever met. I will never have anything but respect for him. He takes my side no matter what, gives me advice when he knows I’m wrong. He listens when i need him to. We used to go on rides all the time. Just riding. He comes and picks me up in his PT Cruiser and we would “cruise the boulevard” as he likes to call it. Thanks to him, i know just about every beach boys song ever. Boy I’ll never be anything other than thankful for him. I don’t know how a man as awful as my father is what became of his son, but i guess he did have incredibly high standards to live up to. I’ll never trust a man like i do my grandfather. There’s no one better. And i have too many differences in opinion with my grandmother, and we fight al the time. She’s got her faults and she’s not the best person in the world. But she’s done so much for me, and sometimes she’s the only person i want to talk to. I can always depend on them. I love my grandparents, and as many times as I’ve stayed up crying my eyes out wants to die, i could never imagine leaving them behind.