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Mi,Mi World

@mimikingster

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Everyone let's welcome the new chapteršŸ‘šŸ½āš½ļøšŸ‘ŒšŸ½ @vfbobertuerkheimfrauen (at VfB Obertürkheim Frauen) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cf97lOHNvrB/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Fic: Experimentation [55/55]

fandom: pitch perfect

pairing: bechloe

disclaimer: characters don’t belong to me. if they did, they’d have been married at the end of pp1 and i wouldn’t have had to write this.

rating: e is for ending

Those who arrive at the end of the journey are not those who began. ~ T. S. Elliot.
A true journey, no matter how long the travel takes, has no end.Ā  ~ William Least Heat-Moon.

a/n: here we go….

Read it at ao3 or ff.net.

With everything going on in my life, I didn’t get to give this fic the proper send off that it deserves from me. This story has meant so, so much to me over the past 5+ years. It’s been a rare constant in my life and has been with me through all my ups and downs. It was always there for me to pick up and read my favorite parts. I literally jumped up and down when a new chapter came out.Ā I don’t know what I’ll do with myself now that I won’t be constantly refreshing Patreon waiting for update.Ā 

This is the fic that made me really fall in love with fanfiction and fandom in general. And although it’s sad that it feels like the ending of this fic kind of signals the end of the Bechloe era, I’m so glad that we got to hang on to Bechloe for so many years after the films ended. This story is canon Bechloe to me, Universal can suck it.Ā 

I guess I just wanted to say thank you to @redlance for creating such a masterpiece that has meant so much to so many people. I’m so sad that it’s over, but so glad that it happened. I think I’ll be re-reading this thing until the end of time.Ā 

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,,Se perder a cabeça o coração responde" (at Águeda, Aveiro, Portugal) https://www.instagram.com/p/CS_tqUItdWL/?utm_medium=tumblr

some of y'all didnt grow up as the person nobody has a crush on and it really shows

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some of yall never have to deal with the constant doubt in your own ability to be loved to the point where you get second hand embarrassment at the idea of someone being in love with you and finding you attractive because you’ve been diagnosed with ugly and cringy your whole life and it really shows

I learned a shit ton about myself in this pandemic

April is shook and so am I

um hi?

can we just talk about this scene for a minute?? so i went into this show with absolutely no idea that these two would get together at some point, so when April locked the door and turned around and that bass music started bumpin, i was understandably SHOOK.Ā 

bc wow, not only did they give a romantic storyline to one character who started the season losing her virginity to her long time boyfriend and another character who’s in a straight-straight alliance…

but i was also shook bc of APRIL’S FACE.

do you see the desperate longing and yearning on this child’s face, in her EYES??Ā someone sedate me i’mĀ 

this look.

this look doesn’t just come out of nowhere.

April’s been quite possibly waiting for this moment (believing full well it would never come) since the 5th fucking grade, when Sterling not so subtly gave her away. skip ahead 5 or 6 years, and Sterling finally wants her back. and not just back, but BACK.Ā 

Sterling is one of April’s Adeles who come back from Arizona!Ā 

but instead of feeling threatened by April’s intensity—like the actual Adele—Sterling always returned that same intensity head on (and is nowĀ returning it to the point where it matches April’s), so not only am i shook, April’s shook.

and by April’s own words, she is intense, and so she buried that shit so deep (not her sexuality but her feelings for Sterling) that the moment her feelings are reciprocated, like that VERY moment, April’s like ā€œit’s on,ā€ proceeds to lock the world out, and jumps Sterling’s bones, quite literally crashing their faces together without a moment’s hesitation.Ā 

i mean, she barely put any thought to it, leading me to believe she’s definitely imagined kissing Sterling countless times before.

Sterling—the girl who was supposed to be her, quote, mortal enemy, like, less than a week ago. Sterling—the girl who ditched her in elementary school when she got her first bf. Sterling—the girl she always seemed to compare her wins (and losses) to, even when Sterling had no idea.Ā 

Sterling, Sterling, Sterling.Ā 

always Sterling.

April had been competing against Sterling for years to be the best, when in actuality, all she really wanted was to be seen by Sterling as the best.Ā 

but the poor baby gay had been suppressing those feelings for Sterling for so long that she confused a complicated crush with ā€œi must crush her,ā€ only for a kiss from said crush to wake her the hell up.*Ā 

like c’mon, look at these last two stills—if that’s not enlightenment, idk what is

*our gay modern day sleeping beauty, what did we do to deserve