Bleh

5 year anniversary of the miette post \o/

Cutie-pie of the sea (x)

Taking myself on a silly little walk for my silly little mental health

walk-topus

pinterest bitches are so cunty for absolutely ZERO reason😭

WAS THAT LAST BIT ABSOLUTELY NECESSARY.

AND SO ON

i miss cd drives. how could you just take her pussy away. likes its nothing

strap-on

...yeah ill reblog this

how much fun are we having in this timeline folks?

Time to download and run all your works through Nightshade before posting them anywhere. Poison the data sets.

Reminder to artists, webglaze is also developed by the same ppl as nightshade, and it's very useful too!

GLAZE ALL YOUR ARTS BEFORE YOU POST THEM ANYWHERE ON THE INTERNET

this is making rounds again and i just wanted to give the context that i did not put on the ears for the video, i was wearing them while the stitched video popped up on my feed and i just decided to film a draft really quick and then re-do it later before jess walked out of our bedroom and turned this into the gem that it is

Yeah I saw the lovecraftian horrors and didn’t succumb to madness. What- no I’m not a cultist, James. For Christ’s sake. What you’re forgetting my friend is that HP Lovecraft wasn’t a flexible man. His brain simply wasn’t stretchy enough to take it all in. I however, have short term memory issues. Flexibility is the name of the game when you can’t remember if you ate lunch or not. What’s the size of the universe? Big. You knew that already, James. Come on now. You don’t need to witness the terrifying ocean at the base of the entirety of reality itself to know that. Pass the brandy.

It should 100% be illegal for companies to make you give them your payment information when you sign up for a free trial version of their product. It is not necessary and there is no good fucking reason for them to do it. It’s blatantly just so they can steal forgetful customers’ money.

oh hey, thanks for reminding me to cancel a free trial i had going on.

Reblog to save an unnecessary charge cause it also reminded me to cancel a trial lol

(Will never not reblog this beauty. What genius.)

fangs don’t even register as dangerous to me. whenever i see them it’s just like

Oddly specific. Got a deposit for 6,837 today

fuck it, i never ever do those “reblog for X, this one really works!” posts, but this one doesn’t have any of that BS, this is just straight up wishing us good things; and then the comment doesn’t even say any of that either. Zero claims on this post, all positive vibes

May you end this week feeling ever more certain of a future you’ll love

omg imagine being born and you are on a spaceship and everyone aboard is sooo so mad at you just because you burst out of some guy's chest to be born. like um sorry i've not been alive before i didn't even know that's not allowed please be nice to me um the spaceship floor is cold is no one going to knit me some little booties i am calling child protective services

once i get taken out back and shot i'll be fine

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You usually were never this late, but you had mistakenly put the wrong time set as your alarm. "Shit, shit," you muttered to yourself.

"I'm so fucked..... Chaewon and manager nim are going to kill me" you spoke to yourself.

You rushed yourself through the doors and unfortunately collided with the one person you tend to avoid. Yunjin.

"Y/N.... you're in trouble anyway, so there's no need to rush. " Yunjin snickerd as she picked up your phone that flung onto the floor during the collision. Your eyes stayed down towards your feet the entire time, scared that if you looked up at her, that'd you would be too obvious.

"Umm.... yeah .. uh, thanks..." you quickly replied while carefully grabbing the phone from her, careful to avoid any skin contact. You began rushing towards your fitting room. 'Today is gonna be a long day'.

An hour and a half had passed, and you were the last one to have gotten ready for your MAMA performance, which was prepared for the 4th generation collab.

Nervous was an understatement you had thrown up the previous night just thinking about it. " Y/N, you were late!" Chaewon exclaimed while she placed her in ear mic in.

"I'm sorry, unnie, I set my alarm wrong last night," you replied with guilt. timing is everything, and you being late affects everyone.

Chaewon clicked her tongue and looked up towards me, her face etched with disappointment and excitement. She made her way towards me and placed her hand across my shoulders.

"Have fun tonight, okay," she said while squeezing my shoulders. Her words of encouragement made you feel a thousand times better. But still, you know that she must have been under so much pressure, being a leader is tough, and you don't want to make it any harder for her.

You all waited with all the other groups that were performing alongside you for this collaboration.

Your anxiety began to build up as you fidget with your mic, smacking it lightly across the palm of your hand.

"Y/N, don't worry, okay?" Said a sudden voice beside me. Turning to your left, you realised Yunjin was standing right next to you. She must have swapped places with Kazuah, you thought.

You bit lightly on your tongue, hoping that normal words would come out for once without embarrassing yourself.

"I'm.... not w-worrying, " you stuterd lowly while accidently face palming yourself with the hand that was holding the mic. The mic collided with your head, and you could feel the pain begin to spread across your forehead.

"Yeah.... I can see that" Yunjin chuckeled as she began rubbing the spot in which mic had contacted your forehead. Her soft hand carefully rubbed your skin in a soothing manner as you just stupidly stared at her as she towered above you, inching closer as she rubbed.

You stared at her as she focused on making the now dissipated pain from your forehead vanish. When you realised that her eyes now shifted down towards yours, you backed away, removing her hand from your face while turning around to see the stage director cue a minute until you go on stage.

You felt your inside heat up, and you could feel Yunjins stare burn you from behind, but you didn't want to show how her touch affected you this much. You could hear her sigh almost as if she was a upset, but you couldn't muster the courage.

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The collaboration had gone wonderfully well, and you were surprised that hadn't throwed up on stage. As all the girls began conversing with one another about the stage , you felt extremely exhausted, and being shy also didn't help exactly as you knew anyone of them could walk up to you and begin a conversation.

You walked across the enormous waiting room backstage towards the water fountain. Grabbing the Styrofoam cup, you began filling it with water and gently brought it up towards your mouth, but before you could take sip.

"Hi!, you must be Y/N unnie," said a chirpy voice from behind. Turning around, you could see a tall blonde headed girl, her smile wide and friendly. You couldn't pinpoint exactly why she looked so familiar until it dawned on you that she was Hueningkai's sister. Hiyyah.

"Hi,... you're Hiyyah, right?" You replied with a smile. You remember Eunchae telling you that her and Hiyyah had been friends for a while. "You must be our Eunchaes friend?" You said trying to get the conversation going.

"Yeah, chae told me to say hi to you.. she said you were the friendliest..hahaha, but you all are, though. " Hiyyah laughed, you felt a little happy knowing that's what Eunchae thought of you.

From the corner of your eye, you could see Eunchae making her way towards the both of you . "Ah, that's where you are Y/N unnie, I see you have met Hiyyah unnie" Eunchae smiled giddy as she clinged on to her best friend.

"Yes, and she was telling me how annoying you are," you said, giggling while winking at Hiyyah as her jaw dropped, trying to escape the wrath of an angry little baby.

"Wow, Hiyyah I leave you alone for a sec and that's what you do!" Eunchae exclaimed dramatically while tugging on Hiyyah's arm.

"NO!... I didn't, I swear... look Y/N unnie is laughing.." Hiyyah replied while rushing away from Eunchae.

"Yah, Y/N unnie, you're so mean," Hiyyah exclaimed, running as Eunchae took the opportunity to chase her.

You laughed as you saw them begin to bicker and chase each other...it reminded you of the time when you were a trainee. Oh, the days when you were just an ordinary person, you just hope you can give Eunchae a great experience of her youth while she's also in the limelight.

"What's so funny, Unnie?" Kazuah asked as she made her way towards you. She wrapped her arm around your shoulders as she muched on some popcorn.

"I told Eunchae that Hiyyah said she was mean," you giggled. Kazuah laughed, saying how mean that was and that Eunchae was probably strangling that poor girl somewhere.

You and Kazuah were giggling so much that everyone began staring at the both of you like you guys had gone mad.

" I guess we should just head to our waiting room," Kazuah suggested and began pulling you towards your groups waiting room

You both exited the main hall, a little embarrassed by how loud you were, but still, how funny it was at the same time.

Entering your waiting room, you could see the stylists packing everything away as they conversed among one another until they saw you and Kazuah.

"You guys can get changed and wait for the drivers to come pick you up they'll be here in about an hour," you both nodded and got changed into your casual outfits, that were much more comfortable than your stage outfits.

"You guys are already changed?" Yunjin asked as she made her way in the waiting room followed by Eunchae, Sakura and Chaewon.

You nodded your head and sat beside Kazuha, who was now playing a game on her phone.

You glanced around as the rest began changing behind their curtains. Moments later, unaware that Yunjin had taken a seat beside you.

You felt that feeling coming back and tried to slightly move towards Kazuah but your attemp failed as Yunjin moved along with you making room for Chaewon. Now you were squished between Kazuah and Yunjin.

Yunjin lay her arms on top of your bare leg as you were only wearing shorts and a hoodies. Her hand grazed your thigh as she began rubbing your knee.

You took a glance at her to see that she was smiling softly towards you. Her smile didn't reach her eyes. Rather, it seemed a little sad.

You really wished that she would take her hand off your leg as the feelings became a thousand times more intense as your heart began to pick its pace and the heat emitting within your hood wasn't helpful either.

"The drivers are here!" Exclaimed your manager.

You sighed with relief, and began waking out of the venue and into the black range rovers.

Usually, you would have had two cars in which the group is split into 3, but today, there was only one car that was taking you guys back to your hotel.

'I wonder how all of us will fit' you thought as there was one seat less for all of you. As you were immersed within in your thoughts, you realised that you were now the last one to get in the car. As you popped your head in you saw all the seats taken.

" um.... I can take the next car, that's coming for the stylists" you insisted but you manager waved his hand in disagreement and usherd you to sit on Yunjin's lap as she was in the first seat by the car door.

You gulped. The more you avoid , the closer the universe is bringing you..

"No....r-really I can w-wait" you tried to say but the manager wasn't having it.

"Look, we don't have time. The next car is coming in 3 hours, and the ride to the hotel is only 5 minutes," he stated as he pushed the lock of his belt in.

You felt your hand being tugged in that moment you looked down to Yunjin with a weary smile, pulling you closer towards herself. She placed you on top of her lap and placed her hands on the arm of the rest of the seat. And leaned in closer behind your neck. " I'm sorry.... I know you're uncomfortable... you can sit on someone else's lap if you wish to, " she whispered.

It's as though she could sense you tense your body against hers. In that moment, you felt guilty, guilty of always avoiding her, ignoring her, but always being normal with the rest of your members. She has obviously caught onto your behaviour towards her and probably thinks she makes you uncomfortable.

You thought to yourself it wouldn't hurt to relax within her grasp and feel for a little moment. That the feelings you had for her were completely platonic.

"It's OK, I'd rather sit here.......um unless I'm too heavy?" You whispered, as the rest of your members began to drift off to sleep.

"Really?.....and you're not heavy at all," she said excitedly and snaked her arms around your waist, hugging you from behind. You could tell just that being with her as you do with the rest made her feel happy. But obviously, you don't feel the same for the rest as you do for her.

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Moments later, you all finally arrived at the hotel. Making your way in Sakura swiped the key card over the scanner, opening your suite. You all made yourselves comfortable after watching some Netflix it was time for bed.

Your members began to decide 2 pairs for one room as there were only three rooms available.

You felt as though your heart was in your mouth as Kazuah and Sakura decided to pair up, as well as Chawon and Eunchae. That left you with one option, Yunjin.

The two pairs made their way into their respective rooms, leaving you and Yunjin alone together.

"Well, this is a first, I never paired up with you Y/N" Yunjin said with a little laugh as she rubbed her hands together. You assume out of nerves?

"Umm.... yeah I guess, shall we?" You said insinuating for the both of you to enter your room.

Nodding her head, you followed behind Yunjin as she opened the door to your room, and to your unfortunate luck there in your room was only a single bed. A single fucking bed.

"What.... um I- c-can sleep on the sofa in the living room, you can have the bed Yunjin unnie, " you said, hoping she would agree with you.

"What? Absolutely not, we can both fit on that bed... it is small, but we can manage, " Yunjin said with an enthusiastic smile. She always managed to see the positives in every situation.

You chuckle nervously as there is no way she would let you go anyway.

You both climb onto either side of the bed, with just about managing to fit onto it. However, the side of your body began to dangle off the bed.

"Hey, I got you," Yunjin said as she grabbed your waist, pulling you closer to her under the duvet. You thank God that there was no light on as there wss a very definite blush on your cheeks.

Moments went by as Yunjin kept you between her arms. Your bodies were close, and you felt the warmth her body was emitting. Making you feel warm.

You suddenly felt a hand press against your cheek, her thumb circling around your skin as her other hand gripped a little tighter around your waist.

"Why do you always avoid me?" She whispers. "Do I....... make you u-uncomfortable?" She barely spoke above a whispere. You could hear her voice tremble.

"No," you replied. If not today, then how long will you be avoiding her? You thought, she has already caught on to your behaviour.

"Then why?...do you not like me?" She asked, the ounce of moonlight shining through the window lit up her face. Her brows were crossed as though she was conflicted. Her lip tucked behind her teeth as she nibbled her lower lip.

"I like you, and that's the problem......" You stated, even though your heart was thrashing violently against your chest while your throat tightened as the tears threatened to fall.

"W-what? How is that a problem Y/N?" She asked confused bringing her hand above my head as she began to stroke my hair.

"I like you.... but not the way you want me to." You said while squeezing your hands together. It's either this or forever holding your peace.

"You like me?... as in like LIKE?" Yunjin emphasised slowly, getting to know what I was trying to say.

"Since when?" She asked her voice a little stern and serious. You almost whinced, as this doesn't sound like it's going to be a happy ending.

"Ever since you stayed up with me all those nights for practice," you said while you bit your lip to await a response from Yunjin.

"That long?..... so you mean to tell me for about a year now?" She said, her voice emotionless. Causing me to go numb, she seemed to be not pleased at all.

"I.... umm,yeah, " you croaked out as you were now on the verge of tears while she let go of you and pushed herself further away from you.

"Y-yunjin...." You whispered as she removed herself from the bed and left the room, closing the door behind herself.

That's it, you probably now ruined a perfectly good friendship, and how would this affect your group dynamic.

You should've shut your mouth when you had the chance. The tears now streamed down your face, dampening your cheeks and pillow with salty tears.

You waited for a while, and she never came back.....

As you begin, lull yourself to sleep. The thoughts of Yunjin possibly hating you kept you awake. You thought, how you would explain this to everyone else if they caught on.

Your thoughts were disturpted as the door to your room slowly opened, with Yunjin walking back in slowly. "Are you awake?" She said as she edged near the bed.

"Yes...." Your voice whimpering, unable to keep down the throbbing pain in your throat.

"Were you crying?" She asked her voice a little softer than before as she kneeled down towards the side of the bed, grabbing your hands.

"No...." You whispered as you tried to stifle another breakdown. "I'm sorry for walking out like that" Yunjin replied as she dragged her body above yours in an attempt to hug you as you lay there on the bed.

You could smell her sweet scented shampoo as her hair draped across your neck while she nuzzled her head between the pillow and your head.

"It's that... I also felt the same about you, too. " she spoke, her voice muffled in the depths of the pillow.

Your eyes widen as your ears find it hard to believe. "What?.... you like me too?" You asked, mind boggled by the situation you both were in.

Yunjin slowly brought her head up from between your shoulder and pillow. Her face now millimetres away from yours. She then leaned in closer as her warm lip placed a chaste kiss on your cheek.

"Ever since I first met you," she whispered, her minty breath gracing your skin.

Silence fell for a moment between the both of you.

Yunjin began to adjust her position carefully above you as her legs were draped on either side of your body. She grabbed your hands, placing them on to her hips as she placed her own hands on your shoulder.

"Y/N, you should have told me sooner, you know. Because every time you avoided me ignored me, it just made me want you more" yunjin said with a slight growl to her voice

"And seeing you be so close and affectionate towards everyone else made me sad," Yunjin stated as she brought her head lower, close enough that the tips of your noses were touching.

In one quick instance, a soft pair of velvety lips were now placed upon yours, Yunjin applied more pressure as your kiss deepend, her hands now holding your neck and playing with the baby hair's on your nape.

And as soon as it started, it was over, too. She brought her head back as her minty breath lingerd on your mouth.

"I really like you Y/N" she whispered as the whole night was left with both holding each other and reminiscing the moments you could have had if you both weren't shy about telling your true feelings to one another.

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Women who love women are so great. Reblog if you agree

reposting this from twitter bc it's making me lose my mind

If anyone is interested in Rise of the Tomb Raider, Square Enix store (x) is having the full game (base + season pass + all extra outfits) for only $3 (Steam key)

I cannot explain the excitment I felt seeing this man, how proud I felt, the chills I had. The Maya inspirations look INCREDIBLE and Tenoch Huerta is an absolute mexican treasure and I can't wait for the whole world to know of his talent.