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@milkyboobs

friend who has read receipts on: *reads my message at 8:00 and still hasnt replied at 8:02*
me: i get it. nothing ive ever said has or ever will matter to you. i understand now how foolish i was to think our chats were pertinent, important, significant to you. i hope you have a nice rest of your life because i am finished with these mind games.

This is an apology to myself for the time wasted crying and hurting myself. I’m sorry I didn’t take better care of myself when I knew deep down I was strong and fierce. I’m sorry I let a man control my body and my thoughts. I’m sorry I let myself down so much by being so degraded and truly believing the words he spoke. I’m sorry for not taking care of my health when my anxiety got bad, but instead turning to him to keep him satisfied. I’m so sorry I hurt myself throughout these past two years and lost respect enough to let being cheated on be okay.

You will grow from this. Your legs are not broken just injured, bruised, and bloody but you are tougher than you think you think this is war but this is merely a small battle you will win and have victory, my dear you are a warrior.