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@milkiuei

15 | infp | pan
me: *doesn't feel like I'm dying for two hours*
me:...unbelievable. I made this whole thing up for attention and I've been lying to everyone around me for years. I'm a Fake and I deserve to die alone

Posting how I feel will be manipulative ,  Faking how I feel will be lying and also manipulative,  Saying nothing is passive-aggressive and also manipulative.

me: No one deserves to go through this. Mental illness is horrible and no one should have to go through this. Everyone deserves better.
also me: I deserve this. I am bad and I must suffer.

Let’s Play The Game Called I Will Systematically Destroy My Relationships Before They Can Leave Me First Because I Know That Is What They Will Do, Eventually™

Some freakin nt: you just want attention!
Me: did someone say attention!? Yes I'll take 12 please.
Someone: You're my best friend.
BPD: FANTASTIC! ALL THE ATTENTION! THE BEST! THEY LOVE YOU! YOU GET THE ATTENTION! THIS IS FANTASTIC!
BPD: But then they will find out you're Terrible and Awful and you will ruin everything! They will soon hate you!
BPD: Good luck, fucker.
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greelin

[said while barely holding back tears] honestly this is fine and i am completely unaffected right now, currently, as we speak

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greelin

what’s it like, being someone’s first choice, for anything, for any reason at all. must be wild.

i also made a personal as well, for all my vents and such but if u really want to know that one message my other blog after u follow ;;;
i've kinda moved to a diff blog now but if anyone wants the url just message me!!doesn't matter who u are ;v;

70 horrible questions ... Fuck it

01:Do you have a good relationship with your parents?

02:Who did you last say “I love you” to?

03:Do you regret anything?

04:Are you insecure?

05:What is your relationship status?

06:How do you want to die?

07:What did you last eat?

08:Played any sports?

09:Do you bite your nails?

10:When was your last physical fight?

11:Do you like someone?

12:Have you ever stayed up 48 hours?

13:Do you hate anyone at the moment?

14:Do you miss someone?

15:Have any pets?

16:How exactly are you feeling at the moment?

17:Ever made out in the bathroom?

18:Are you scared of spiders?

19:Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?

20:Where was the last place you snogged someone?

21:What are your plans for this weekend?

22:Do you want to have kids? How many?

23:Do you have piercings? How many?

24:What is/are/were your best subject(s)?

25:Do you miss anyone from your past?

26:What are you craving right now?

27:Have you ever broken someone’s heart?

28:Have you ever been cheated on?

29:Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?

30:What’s irritating you right now?

31:Does somebody love you?

32:What is your favourite color?

33:Do you have trust issues?

34:Who/what was your last dream about?

35:Who was the last person you cried in front of?

36:Do you give out second chances too easily?

37:Is it easier to forgive or forget?

38:Is this year the best year of your life?

39:How old were you when you had your first kiss?

40:Have you ever walked outside completely naked?

41:Favourite food?

42:Do you believe everything happens for a reason?

43:What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?

44:Is cheating ever okay?

45:Are you mean?

46:How many people have you fist fought?

47:Do you believe in true love?

48:Favourite weather?

49:Do you like the snow?

50:Do you wanna get married?

51:Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?

52:What makes you happy?

53:Would you change your name?

54:Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?

55:Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

56:Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?

57:Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?

58:Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

59:Do you believe in soulmates?

60:Is there anyone you would die for?

I love these questions ppl send me #s thank u

stuck in traffic, so send a few.

I wish I could see myself through my friends’ eyes. Like am I annoying? Am I the weird friend you regret being friends with? Am I ugly? What am I to you?