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"Call me the crazy psychic cat lady"

@mewtwoandme

A mewtwo ask/art blog (Detective Pikachu-verse)
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Saw on dA that it’s your birthday!!! Happy birthday!!!!! XD XD XD (I don’t know if that’s accurate, but figured it doesn’t hurt to say it, in case it is accurate!! XD)

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4 more days lol but thank you! ^^

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Reading your last block of text about your desire to do other things. I am curious: If there comes a day where you decide to move on, perhaps indefinitely and in a way you feel you wouldn't come back to it (because if im not mistaken, based on the other times you've said this, its a possibility you don't make it that far and then return to it since its fixation based). Would you write out in text what the rest of the story would have been?

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If there was ever a force beyond my control that I didn't have the power to change, preventing me from continuing it permanently, than yeah, I would probably write out the rest or at least write a long summary of what I wanted to happen. But until that type of 'force' shows up at my door, you don't gotta worry about me walking away from this story/blog/fandom indefinitely. There may be times when it might be put on long hiatus maybe, that might happen. It's already happened before a couple times but not for very long.

That's kind of why I share some of the future story lore I have plans for much later on currently, in case I ever hit roadblocks like that when I might be on hiatus that last for several months to a year or more if I decide to put my attention into other things, it'll really depend how passionate I am for said other things, cause yes, all of this is pretty much fixation based. (I'm surprised my pokemon/mewtwo fixation has lasted as long as it has tbh lol)

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As i tell myself "Take a break and eat a cake". Do not push yourself to do art or feel the need to do it AND! Don't apologize because you need a break, if you need one just say it, No apologies needed ever

If the hug helps even though it isnt real

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I just have to stop making promises I know I can't keep and letting my ambition get the better of me XD

Real talk though?...There's other things hindering me continuing the story too. Aside from irl things, i've had a lot of time to think about my focus and direction with drawing my interests lately since the holidays. I've been at it with these pokemon/mewtwo comics, this whole blog, for almost 5 years now...straight. I haven't focused on much else art-wise really, accept for a few non related pokemon doodles sprinkled in here and there...and as much as I'm hesitant coming to terms with it and hate to say it...I guess constantly drawing the same thing for a couple of years has finally caught up to me. So there's currently an ADHD mind barrier preventing me from picking up my pen and finishing the next comic.

I have other interests and fandoms I'd like to draw for and had thoughts of making another blog about one of them. That's a small part of why my mind is a bit unfocused as of late. I feel divided, my motivation specifically feels divided. I'd like to pursue drawing other things but I've been suppressing the urge to until this current baby arc is done. Maybe that's my mistake. Perhaps I won't feel satisfied unless I doodle some of my other interests first before returning my current story...but that also means prolonging the arc further when I've been so close to the end of it for what feels like ages now! It's a frustrating feeling.

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I think I've hit a bit of a slump....

I haven't been arting as much as I want to. Between still recovering from a month of exerting social events, work, and seasonal depression kicking in, aside from resting, I've been doing other things with my time. And as much as I wanted to complete the next chapter this month, like I was aiming for, I can't...I'm deciding I'm taking a break for the rest of this month and possibly a little bit of the next, I don't really know yet, I'm just playing it by ear right now...I apologize. I just haven't been in the best mindset to continue lately...

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If Sivith herself doesn’t tell Blu about his late older brother, would he find out through his own terms? I can see someone like Jeo finding it unfair or untruthful for Siv to never tell him about that, so I’m curious if something like that were to ever happen

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If Siv wants to keep it a secret than the rest of the family wouldn't go against her wishes. Regardless if they agree with it or not, it's not their place to tell him. That doesn't mean he wouldn't come to his own conclusions or find out on his own in some way

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You’ve probably already answered this, but will Sivith eventually tell Blu about his big brother? At least a little? I’m sure that would be hard for her.

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Because of her trauma, she keeps it to herself.

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When is the little blueberry coming?

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It was supposed to be on Christmas but I couldn't finish it on time due to holiday/family events. I'm...hoping I can get it posted sometime this month...but I've also been pretty busy the last few days and before that was having a resting/cool down period form all the social activities I did last month. So...yeah. I've been working at it here and there. Also something additional :> so that's why things are taking a little longer

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So just out of curiosity is the baby twos coming out with different colors reminiscent of mews being a very colorful species?

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Well Louie was an original shiny mewtwo color. Blu is technically shiny but takes on the color of a shiny mew instead because mew genes went brrrrrr.

Not saying the mew/two species can't range in color tho. Their species can vary in light and dark shades of purples, pinks, reds, and oranges

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Did siv ever question why Blu is …..well blue?

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To be fair, her first kid was green and had spots. I don't think the colors/patterns of her kids matter to her too much unless it's related to health concerns.