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Messy Head Writes

@messyheadwrites

Just some kind of messy writer.
Bum you didnt teach me the art of love. You teach me the art of letting go.
I let him linger in my fingers and he slowly intertwined our hands. He knows Im cold and he is warm.
I let him take me out for a fancy lunch and he didnt let me split the bill. He stares at me as if Im the most beautiful thing he has ever seen. He creates lots of plans with me. The names of our babies, weekends on the beach, cinema on Sunday afternoon. And he calls me at midnight for hours under the moon. He walks with me and make sure Im safe when he lets me go. He doesnt like us seperating ways without talking though. He does everything I ever want you to do for me. He does everything I wish you would. And finally he is someone who made me stop chasing you.

He’s name is Christian// j.d.gamara

Sometimes I like to really make it up to you. I wanna tell you how I really feel because you might think that I never love you as much as you did. It is just that things were so complicated. My friend like you and there is no doubt she could give you the world. She could love you better. She deserves you. And as much as I want to fight for what I am feeling, there is someone nice who will get hurt.
“Let them judge you. Let them misunderstand you. Let them gossip about you. Their opinions aren’t your problems. You stay kind, committed to love and free in your authenticity. No matter what they do or say, don’t you doubt your worth or the beauty of your truth. Just keep shining like you always do.”

— Scott Stabile

I should read this everyday.

There are two types of guys you’ll meet. One the guy that makes you float high and makes you breathless and then two, the guy that makes you swim deep and makes you drown. Both will take your breath away.

I hope you choose the guy that will be with you whether in mountain tops or under the sea. //J.D.Gamara