Painscrolling
When you're in too much pain to sleep and can't do anything else except lie there, so you scroll aimlessly, hoping it all goes away
Y’all my neurologist thinks i may have ms or lupus i feel so lost time for testing
Little update but some tests think I may have an autoimmune disease
Imma update this till i get answers but today it has been confirmed i have an autoimmune disorder just now have to find out which one it is with my antibodies
Mini update that no one asked for lol i now have a painful lump on my neck that refuses to leave
Anonymous asked:
Hello, I hope you're having a nice day today.
Just remember you are loved, and to stay hydrated ♥
This is so sweet im crying i hope you’re day is great ♥️♥️♥️ you’re loved so much too
I gotta admire my body's commitment to chronic pain. One day it really just said, "Pain forever? Pain forever!" and hasn't quit since.
therapy isn't enough I need to fistfight a medical practitioner
The uneasiness that canes with psychosis is killing me I'm always looking over my shoulder
I have dealt with self harm before but i just find it crazy that now my immune system is attacking itself too
Global warming is ableist. No I will not elaborate
you, reading this. you're a creature now. reblog to creature your followers
get creatured idiot
oh thank fuck i thought i was never gonna get creatured
Me: Explains to rheumatologist all my symptoms including nausea and not being able to eat
Rheumatologist: Disregards everything including the blood work that explains my symptoms and prescribes me meds that cause nausea, vomiting, and loss of appetite
Me: 🤠
You don't have to magically convince yourself that everything is ok and that it isn't so bad. You're allowed to hurt and mourn and be unhappy. You just have to keep going. You have to not give up. It's just, you don't have to like it, you don't have to find non existent motivation or positivity. Holding on is enough.
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tomorrow……… is august„„„„,?????
its augu…….st?? tomorrW???????????
8th monTH???????? 4 ,more mont hs of 2013?????????????
what??????????????????????????????………………………..
happy one decade to this
I think it'd be neat if during discussions about schizophrenia and psychosis more people made a point to mention how psychotic episodes themselves can be deeply traumatizing. because they sure can. experiencing a break from reality like that is traumatizing. delusions, even though they aren't real, are traumatizing. believing you're being prosecuted by God himself and not knowing how to cope with that just to later realize none of it was real is probably traumatizing. experiencing frightening hallucinations can be traumatizing. people talk about how psychotics suffer from their disorder but let's talk about why we do. and I haven't even mentioned the inherent trauma of living with a stigmatized disorder in a world where psychotics are despised and shunned and kicked out of homes. lets not forget that one.
Im so tired of fighting i want to throw the towel in so bad
Y’all my neurologist thinks i may have ms or lupus i feel so lost time for testing
Little update but some tests think I may have an autoimmune disease
Imma update this till i get answers but today it has been confirmed i have an autoimmune disorder just now have to find out which one it is with my antibodies
Y’all my neurologist thinks i may have ms or lupus i feel so lost time for testing
Little update but some tests think I may have an autoimmune disease
Chronic illness trying to kill my vibe...
being chronically ill be like: this is the worst pain ive ever experienced, no wait THIS is the worst pain ive ever experienced, no wait THIS is the worst pain ive ever experienced, no wait