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@melting-morning-blues

they/he ✧ spontaneous writer ✧ struggling artist ✧ here to soothe burnouts and brainrots! ✧ eng | 中文 | 日本語

hii, this is a blog i made on a whim to soothe brainrots and burnouts and find out what the obscure and small (and dying) fandoms i'm a part of are up to :D

with that being said, i probably wouldn't post a lot -- i'll mostly pop up spontaneously or spam about my hyperfixations and then disappear heheh,, but i'm interested in interacting with other people and would always be open to have a chat! (i may take a while to reply cuz i can be quite awkward, though)

i write sometimes, so you can find some of my works on ao3 : https://archiveofourown.org/users/mioneandonly

i also draw sometimes! but that's more of a small past time activity to let the images at my fingertips do their magic when my words have dried out...

(on that note, i can be quite pretentious with what i say in this blog and i Will ramble. on and on. unnecessarily. in detail. cuz i can be very melodramatic esp in the tags)

(pops in) i have returned!! ...for a moment before i go back into hibernation--

[ tagged by @lacunasbalustrade! ]

last song I listened to | SUPER BOARD by skz

currently (re)watching | bungou stray dogs!!

currently reading | all the lovers in the night by mieko kawakami (1/3 through it cuz i literally have NO time 💔)

current obsessions | oh my god okok

  • bungou stray dogs cuz i got back into it after s4 and im so obsessed with it @colt-peacemaker can testify
  • cosplay content -> seeking out videos for eye-candy and inspo cuz i want to try cosplaying some time soon!!
  • fcbf cuz it's my one and only comfort show, it always has a place in my heart (and somehow always wiggles its way back into my life even when i set it aside for a period of time)
  • a bit of kamen rider zero one & kingohger but i haven't been catching up with the latter's episodes cuz life has been Hectic... but i'm sure i'll be binging everything once i get a proper break!!
  • my lyric docs... still my no.1 coping mechanism when i'm stressed LOLL

oh my gosh i haven't been properly active here for like... two months??? hope everyone's doing alright!! so sorry for my inactivity... school and its horrid assessments are banging on my door and i'm trying my best not to let the poor doorframe collapse sfhhfggh

i miss all my mutuals very very much and i have not forgotten about any of u!!! like, whenever tumblr notifies me that "[user] just posted! go check it out!" im like "I WANT TO.... BUT I NEED TO DO WORK....." (tears in my eyes, hand in my hands)

on that note, pls pls pls don't hesitate to tag me in stuff!! i love receiving those notifs, even though i can't really respond promptly... life is a bit crazy rn with the piling stress, but i'll try to pop in once in a while to say a little hello to the friends i love dearly :)) 🤍🤍

like lavender and honey

soft, pastels, and small trinkets in a jar. you walk into a room and everyone is immediately at peace. people would die for you, and you don't know why. you stick to people easily, I think. you put your all into everything you do, but people don't reciprocate it as they should. you are worth more than you think, love.

like a sharpie 

permanent, black and white, like ink staining your fingers. you are always all or nothing. no matter what. I think you have the potential to be more, but you're scared of what will happen. the responsibilities. the new experiences. and I know how it feels. originality is something that comes naturally to you, but you think you're faking everything you do. it's ok to grow, love.

the first-person smartass

remember that tumblr post saying "my sarcastic internal monologue is the best thing i've got going for me" or something to that effect? that's you. you refuse to take anything too seriously, and even with the rare event that does force you to treat it with any sort of weight, you still face with dry, sardonic commentary. you will snark at anything and anyone; minor inconveniences, life-changing disasters, your family, your friends, authority figures, even yourself. if you ever stop snarking, it's a real cause for concern. that's how everyone knows shit has officially gotten real.

i’m trying to get into svt and watched a guide and a few videos before i went to sleep, and then i dreamt about them and i don’t remember what they were doing but ik they were being very, very chaotic ☺️☺️

you ever accidentally create a recurring theme in your writing. you start putting together an outline for something you’ve never written before and get partway through planning, rearrange the pieces, and go “GODDAMMIT THIS IS ABOUT GRIEF AGAIN”? because let me tell you,

some people only write about one thing and really that's okay because there are so many different forms that something like grief or everlasting love or personal identity or any of the other human themes that people tend to be attracted to can take , it's actually really beautiful for someone to spend a lifetime dissecting and exploring one subject :) it's like they become a master of it

i told myself that dreamcatcher's comeback will be amazing. and i was CORRECT. and even more than that, these seven women have locked me in a chokehold of replaying all their songs on their latest album. like HELLO. "bonvoyage" made me cry as if i'd just witnessed a group make a comeback after 43885656 years, "demian" has me clawing my walls from how it's melody and guitar and bass have been ingrained deeply in my head, "propose" is haunting me with its haunting vocals like damn right "i can't let go" please love and curse me i mean hahahha what, and then "to. you" is like a slow walk in a garden of flowers and sunshine and i can't believe dreamcatcher sent me into a spiral with this one album. actually no, i fully anticipated them to take control of my entire brain once they released this album. my every waking moment is spent thinking about how gorgeous bonvoyage's music video is and how jiu has been biaswrecking me this entire comeback and how i will break down if i ever get to witness siyeon belting in real life and also dami is so hot ths icomeback oh my gohdhhdhddd d i love dreamcatcher so much arrghhehggdhhghgh--

not that I understand but I'll watch it later so I will

aaaa pls do!! i'd love to hear your thoughts on it ^o^

so I finished bonvoyage and I just want to say they were A Minor Chord. Like the whole performance felt like standing on a deck of a skyscraper and tightening a bungee cord, like watching mist evaporate around a spoon of rice when you pull it out from the tightly packed bowl of rice, like messing up a dance move and laughing at yourself warmly. Some mix of running and flying.

yes, you get ittt! there's a sense of finally grasping the outstretched hand of someone dearest to you, the relief of breathing out a "i made it. i've found you," and listening to this special person laugh and lift you into the air in tender celebration!! plus the feeling of running and flying is so accurateeee 🤍💯

the soft yellow glow of a burning candle

Everything about you radiates warmth. Your aura, your words, and your smile. Like a candle, you bring light and comfort to everyone who surrounds you. A solace among the roughness of the world, your friends are ever grateful for the kindness and love that you continuously extend to them. You are an optimistic soul, who believes that a good hug will cure anything and I hope that you will always keep that honey-like sweetness in your heart.

same result~!

pray

Not necessarily to a god, but to hope. To family. In mud you see art. In shadows you see color. If the world fell apart around you, you would start gluing the pieces back together. Life tastes bitter but you like the bite. Those around you are inspired by your kindness, by your faith, by your hope. You might not speak often, but your words are the loudest in the room. You are rain and its ability to seep into every crack, the promise of new life.

🫶🤍

i told myself that dreamcatcher's comeback will be amazing. and i was CORRECT. and even more than that, these seven women have locked me in a chokehold of replaying all their songs on their latest album. like HELLO. "bonvoyage" made me cry as if i'd just witnessed a group make a comeback after 43885656 years, "demian" has me clawing my walls from how it's melody and guitar and bass have been ingrained deeply in my head, "propose" is haunting me with its haunting vocals like damn right "i can't let go" please love and curse me i mean hahahha what, and then "to. you" is like a slow walk in a garden of flowers and sunshine and i can't believe dreamcatcher sent me into a spiral with this one album. actually no, i fully anticipated them to take control of my entire brain once they released this album. my every waking moment is spent thinking about how gorgeous bonvoyage's music video is and how jiu has been biaswrecking me this entire comeback and how i will break down if i ever get to witness siyeon belting in real life and also dami is so hot ths icomeback oh my gohdhhdhddd d i love dreamcatcher so much arrghhehggdhhghgh--

not that I understand but I'll watch it later so I will

aaaa pls do!! i'd love to hear your thoughts on it ^o^

i told myself that dreamcatcher's comeback will be amazing. and i was CORRECT. and even more than that, these seven women have locked me in a chokehold of replaying all their songs on their latest album. like HELLO. "bonvoyage" made me cry as if i'd just witnessed a group make a comeback after 43885656 years, "demian" has me clawing my walls from how it's melody and guitar and bass have been ingrained deeply in my head, "propose" is haunting me with its haunting vocals like damn right "i can't let go" please love and curse me i mean hahahha what, and then "to. you" is like a slow walk in a garden of flowers and sunshine and i can't believe dreamcatcher sent me into a spiral with this one album. actually no, i fully anticipated them to take control of my entire brain once they released this album. my every waking moment is spent thinking about how gorgeous bonvoyage's music video is and how jiu has been biaswrecking me this entire comeback and how i will break down if i ever get to witness siyeon belting in real life and also dami is so hot ths icomeback oh my gohdhhdhddd d i love dreamcatcher so much arrghhehggdhhghgh--

I tripped again but instead of me falling over the side, its u

yes, the nature of fate and how it is forever. intertwined with tragedy. Ok u and I were having a good time hanging out and we're walking by a cliff-edge for some reason. I trip and fall on the ground but you then trip over my legs and fall off the side of the cliff. RIP I'll miss you. Neither of us have the braincell in this scenario. Anyway we are obviously friends, but friends who are idiots together. Cheers you absolute legend

@thecodyagenda nice quiz I liked

that which cannot be known

oh god. how did it come to this? to some extent, you've gone so far past your own idea of "human" that it must be kind of fun, right? maybe. i'm not sure. as an artefact of cosmic horror, you're wild and wacky and colourful and people are probably drawn to that, but you will never let them know you. the mystery intrigues for a while, but it'll wear everyone down. it'll wear you down, too. who are you? do you remember? are you so far gone that you can't go back? and maybe that's the most tragic thing of all- becoming so distorted in your identity, and for so long, that no matter how hard you want to return you can't ever seem to figure it out. but you've learned a vast amount up in the stars, and people will work hard to get to know you. it doesn't matter who you used to be. sometimes, you should just start from scratch: give yourself a name, a birthday. let someone celebrate these things with you.

hello tumblr im back from my little hiatus and i have a lot to share!! (specifically about my school trip to sydney) and i have time to spare cuz guess who caught covid shhgafjwhgf

OMFG I FORGOR YOU WENT THERE AHAH I HOPE YOU HAD A GREATTT TIME

i did!! it was a very very lovely and meaningful experience 🙏🙏 and yepp, i’m drinking lots and lots of water ^^

WHAT OH NO poor uuuuuu (also sick because my little sister gets the primary school flu bug every month and passes it to us) hope it's not too horrid 😭🙏

it's manageable!! not as terrible as i expected hehe. wishing both of us a speedy recovery!!!!