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vae mihi!

@mellillae

Issi | 28| she/her

I cannot get you out of my mind and that is why I cannot stop smiling. It's December first and are you my early Christmas present? You have made yourself comfortable in this dusty but glaringly large, empty corner of my mind. You are not the kind to put up fairy lights or look up for constellations. That's what I do. I wonder, what are you going to do next? Are you going to take stock of my thoughts and organize them for better efficiency? I hope you don't spend too much time there and instead dive deep into my emotions, messy but well meaning. I know I have found space in your mind too. But it's not in a corner where the sunlight of your emotions showers. I have a long way to go. I may never reach there. But as long as I continue to camp in your mind. And as long as we continue to write. I am fine with that. Because isn't writing like kissing? Kissing with our minds. Let's continue.

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Ständig passt man seine Gefühle der Umgebung an, schont die, die man liebt, schlüpft in die hundert kleinen Alltagsrollen, balanciert, tariert aus, wiegt ab, um das Gesamtgefüge nicht zu gefährden, weil man selbst Teil davon ist.

Gut gegen Nordwind

““Ich habe Angst, dass Sie mir verloren gehen. Von mir aus Bremse. Von mir aus Stillstand. Von mir aus stumme, leere Worte. Aber stumme, leere Worte MIT Ihnen, nicht ohne Sie.””

— -Gut gegen Nordwind

Chrom when meeting Grown Lucina:

*super serious* *Lucina is crying* *parent mode activated* *all around emotionally moving moment* *stupidly raw dialogue in the form of “You deserved more from me than one sword and a world of troubles”*

Chrom when meeting any of of his other potential children:

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i dunno how i ended up on the fire emblem nostalgia train, but i played through fe fates revelations recently and had a blast (put it off for like 6 years LOL). also i married kaze