me to my therapist: yeah idk I’m pretty good!
me to my tumblr followers: I was born with glass bones and paper skin. every morning I break my legs, and every afternoon I break my arms. at night, I lie awake in agony until my heart attacks put me to sleep.
removing yourself from toxic situations is lonely. removing toxic friends and family members from your life is lonely. learning to be without the people, or outside of the environment you were in for so long–somewhere that might’ve been unsafe or made you unhappy but was still familiar–is lonely. but it isn’t supposed to be easy. you have to choose yourself and you’ll regret it sometimes because you’ve never felt this alone, and yet it’s the right thing to do. learn to be happy with your own company, learn to support yourself the way you wish others would. there’s nothing others can give you that you cannot eventually give yourself.
this year i will not settle. not for a shitty job. not for average friends. not for a boring life. not for bad relationships. not for anything.
#notetoself https://www.instagram.com/p/BuXTYsdnXJf/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=q7ypxaydnz3q
can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i could really use a wish right now.<3 . . . #airplanes #hayleywilliams #bob 📸: @apparently_an_astronaut can we please bring this back, y'all? #THEbopof2010 https://www.instagram.com/p/BuM-BL8HAEf/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1fvgo66qk3noz
no white lighters 'til i fuck my 28th up. . . . 📸: @apparently_an_astronaut #frankocean #nights #twentyseven https://www.instagram.com/p/BtrDAIKna7H/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=roqnw5ce1fyj
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my new years resolution is to heal mentally & to get BOTH my tiddies sucked
i fucking love cats.
happy, happy birthday to my best friend forever, @xoxolissaj !! i can't begin to put into words how blessed i am to be able to call you my best friend and sister after all these years. i don't say it enough, but not a day goes by that i don't think about how fortunate i am to have someone as loving, caring, and positive as you in my life. you have welcomed me into your family, especially at a point in my life when i didn't feel like i had much left, and made me feel so much love and i can't thank you enough for that. you're always down for our crazy adventures, from driving to atlanta (for the second time) to see @lights in concert, to meeting @breakingbenjamin , to hopping on a plane and flying to virginia to experience the last year of @vanswarpedtour . i love you so so much, and wish i could have seen you today, but i hope you're having the best birthday because you, more than anyone, absolutely deserve it. that last one is in there just in case you need a laugh. 😉 . . . #happybirthday #bestfriend #sister #iloveyou #ilybiaegslyb #melissasquared #themiddle #wolves #explosionofstrawberries #explosionofblueberries #ifitmeansalottoyou #imgonnagetauti #bruhshesknives #awwshitpeppapig https://www.instagram.com/p/BsPFDOfnEVy/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ecyb2ardrzt5
My cat Bishop sits outside my door every morning once she hears the alarm clock go off.
The morning murps
Someone has waited HOURS to tell you all the gossip.
this is like the cat version of the professor clip of him going “hello!” every morning the same way
Oh my fucking god
