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how did u deal w struggling w money at some points living near friends in la who don’t even think about money and never worry for one sec?

i didn’t really get down on myself for having less money than my friends. cuz how could i control that & how could they? maybe i’d just order an uberpool there & back but no love was lost. the only times i maybe felt like things were unfair were when certain things were handed to them by their parents. not even necessarily career stuff but just everything getting taken care of for them. like money going towards helping them be more successful. i was just like damn i wish haha. but i would never fault them for that. because im sure as hell gonna do the same for my kids in that sense. give them the best foot forward in the world. but im also gonna do what my parents did & they’re gonna have to figure that SHIT out. it makes u gain some perspective & character

You’ve said before how u mute ppl on insta but why not just unfollow them?

i couldn’t unfollow everyone just cuz i didn’t wanna see their stuff. there’s so many people i still like & would hang out with but don’t need to see what they post everyday etc. i just don’t need to know everything about what everyone’s doing. just the close homies, people i care about, brands & meme accounts. instagram started to feel like a chore going through everyone i knows personal life & photos. i love people too. i really do. but it’s just not healthy i don’t think. this shits super new for the human brain. & it didn’t seem to be serving me. i feel much more peaceful