at least i'm trying

I hate how 3 pm is so close to 2 pm so there’s an illusion that there’s still time left in the day to do things but in reality 3 pm is also close to 4 pm and if it’s close to 4 pm you might as well just wait till tomorrow. <- can’t argue against this by the way.

ur twenties are for seeing how many mistakes u can make in the shortest amount of time possible and getting a cool haircut

100 Days of Productivity [8/100]

🌿04/09/23🌿

Decided to work on some drafting on AutoCAD today, as well as catching up with some note taking for one of my courses.

🎧 song of the day: Smooth Operator - Sade

sometimes you dont eat fruit for awhile and then you eat some fruit and you're like oh fuck its fruit

09/4/2023

It was raining HARD today and my entire class thought that classes were going to be suspended again but sadly, it did not, and we finally had actual discussions on our subjects today. I fixed some of my notes today with a friend of mine and made a hot chocolate when I went home.

I fell in love with her courage, her sincerity and her flaming self respect and its these things I'd believe in even if the whole world indulged in wild suspicions that she wasn't all that she should be. But of course the real reason... is that I love her and that's the beginning and end of everything.

I fell in love with her courage, her sincerity and her flaming self respect and its these things I'd believe in even if the whole world indulged in wild suspicions that she wasn't all that she should be. But of course the real reason... is that I love her and that's the beginning and end of everything.

" beating yourself up for your flaws and mistakes won't make you perfect, and you don't have to be. learn, forgive yourself, and remember: we all struggle; it's just part of being human. " ( lori deschene; aka the quote that came up on my momentum page today, as if it knew what i needed to hear )

09/05/2023

sometimes i am a good student and get readings done days in advance.. but more often than not, you will find me cramming readings literally 20 minutes before class😓

jessczapalskipoetry

@academia-lucifer

september 4 2023

first monthish of med school made me think about my priorities so much. like yes studying is a priority but also I really have to make sure I’m taking care of myself!! I felt like I fell into my old undergrad habits of putting off seeing friends & family / not enjoying meals / not setting study boundaries, but my long time partner who’s been in grad school for a couple years now really helped me feel comfortable in the change and reminded me who I am outside of studying for an exam 🫶🥹

The sad ghost club

I cannot emphasize this enough as a practical life skill: learn how to say no to authority figures. Learn how to tell them that nothing they can do to you will change your mind. Disappoint your parents. You have to live your own life.

hey what if i kept trying anyway because it’s my life and only i get to decide what to do with it

“She struggled with her sadness, but tried to conceal it, to divide it into smaller and smaller parts and scatter these in places she thought no one would find them.”