With an aid of the algorithm that constructs “relational juxtapositions” (Hayles, 2007: 1603), users are able to recognize how their self-presentations are connected to others (perhaps in serendipitous ways) and express their interests by using specific tags or reblogging particular posts accordingly. This user-algorithm symbiosis illustrates what Hayles (2007) coins “the dance” of narratives and databases, in which fragmentary narratives assembled by databases spawn new narratives of shared experience beyond conventional causal and conceptual structures
List Of International Suicide Hotlines
Danny, formely of www.depressionisnotdestiny.com, has compiled a list of suicide hotlines from around the world:
Argentina: +5402234930430
Australia: 131114
Austria: 017133374
Belgium: 106
Bosnia & Herzegovina: 080 05 03 05
Botswana: 3911270
Brazil: 212339191
Canada: 5147234000 (Montreal); 18662773553 (outside Montreal)
Croatia: 014833888
Denmark: +4570201201
Egypt: 7621602
Finland: 010 195 202
France: 0145394000
Germany: 08001810771
Holland: 09000767
Hong Kong: +852 2382 0000
Hungary: 116123
India: 8888817666
Ireland: +4408457909090
Italy: 800860022
Japan: +810352869090
Mexico: 5255102550
New Zealand: 045861048
Norway: +4781533300
Philippines: 028969191
Poland: 5270000
Russia: 0078202577577
Spain: 914590050
South Africa: 0514445691
Sweden: 46317112400
Switzerland: 143
United Kingdom: 08457909090
USA: 18002738255
they now have online chat for the suicide hotline. who knew.
romanticizing mental illness is dangerous and misleading
Artsy depression: haunted eyes, good at art, emo hair and eyeliner on point
Actual Depression: bloodshot eyes, no longer trust themselves with pencils, has not showered in five days
Quirky OCD: organized books, clean room, color coordinated outfits
Actual OCD: Intrusive thoughts, flipping the light switch 8 times so you don't stab your brother, picking holes in your skin
Cute eating disorders: Slim trim and beautiful, shyly refusing a second helping, dancer aesthetic
Actual eating disorders: Puffy cheeks and eroded teeth from excessive vomiting, hair growing over your freezing body and refusing to eat carrots because they're too high in carbs
Adorable anxiety: just a smol bean, soft, must be protected from the world
Actual anxiety: crying so hard you throw up, shaking, losing sleep over a period after the "okay"
RPG PTSD: flashbacks, vietnam, u don't know what i've been through kiddo
Actual PTSD: Buying your first pregnancy test at twelve, flinching at high fives, i can't feel my hands where am I what year is it
Cartoon ADHD: look a squirrel, something shiny, fidgety loveable bufoon
Actual ADHD: rereading the same page over and over because it doesn't make sense, hasn't done the laundry in four months, hyperfocusing on a mushroom knowing you have work to do
stop making terrifying realities seem cute. it's disrespectful for those of us who are actually struggling
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Would you still love me if you knew what I do to myself?
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but i can’t.
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✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* reblog or like if you ever felt like this*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧
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