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bullymix in paradise

@mcthinny

TW ED talk!! 24F, my outlet and very pro-recovery SW:178 -> 196-> CW:174 1GW: 150 2GW:125 UG:110
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old guys say the coolest shit like “boy if I have another one of these peanut butter cookies theyre gonna have to lock me up and throw away the key”

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the most motivating thing is thinking about how all my clothes will fit me once I lose all the weight, I’ll have an endless supply of oversized clothing and everything will look a 100 times better <33

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I know it's hard to remember but how other people treat you is a reflection of who they are and not what you deserve

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21 lbs down today 🥹🥹🥹 still have a ways to go but progress is progress babeeeee

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Some people’s 500 calories is fruits and veggies.

Others eat a piece of cake and a couple fries for the day.

Some people drink green tea or coffee to keep them going.

Others drink nothing because they desperately don’t want to break a fast.

Some people tell themselves it’s okay to eat over 1000 calories every now and then, it’s healthy even.

Others cry their soul out for going one calorie over.

Some people exercise regularly, keeping in mind what exercise will best help them get to their “goal.”

Others exercise constantly, because they need to be in the negative calories.

Some people were bullied once or twice or maybe even never for their weight.

Others are bullied relentlessly.

Some people fast no longer than 15 hours.

Others fast for days on end.

Some people start already in the normal range.

Others start in the overweight range.

Some people have never gone to rehab.

Others are in and out of inpatient care constantly.

Some people have tried recovery, and are striving to reach recovery status every day.

Others never want to recover.

But you know what?
All of them have a valid ed.
All of them deserve love, support, and help.
Ed’s do not give a shit about your background, age, gender, weight, race, religion, habits, grades, bringing-up, family, or anything else.

All they care about is controlling you.