Do you ever Just Feel so uncomfortable in your own body that you walk to a mirror and feel your heart sink Then break down and cry. Do you ever just Turn on the shower and don’t actually go in for the purpose of showering but to just cry instead so you can’t be heard. Do you ever just Break down looking at yourself in the mirror and it just makes you think harder and realize how lost you are with yourself. Do you ever have that one person you know won’t just say “it’ll be okay” to your problems and will actually talk to you and care about the words that come out of your mouth. Do you ever Drift over a memory that you wish could have lasted longer. Do you ever fantasize about that moment someone will actually love you for your beauty of silence and the way you tilt your head a certain way when you laugh. Do you ever get so scared you shake. Do you ever get so hopeless that you just close your eyes, so vulnerable, praying to god for an answer. Do you ever ponder upon the thought that love makes you realize a smile is a reminder that lips do more then speak. A laughter is a reminder that memories come knocking when you least expect it. Now I would be lying if I said I didn’t relate to any of these. Because I know all of these all too well. I just want to find more love. In me, in life, in others. Just fine more love. And I might just regret typing this later, but it’s late so whatever right ?