Everything is kinda... bad lately, I've been in and out of the ER multiple times and everything is weighing so heavily on me these days.
I have $12 left over from a donation I got the other day, most of everything keeps going to fucking ubers to get to and from the ER, I can't get all the meds I need at once and my brain hurts, I'm not eating enough because I can only afford shitty cheap food that doesn't last because everything else is too much and I already have to worry about how I'm going to do anything, my bank keeps dipping into the red and I just....
Do not know wtf to do to make anything better, I've been applying for jobs, nothing ever happens with them and I feel like a failure all over again.
I don't know, everything sucks, and my head hurts and I feel like I ask for too much help, I feel like shit all the time, but if anyone can help me... there's so much shit I need to do and get and buy and bills I need to pay off and I'm not sure how the fuck I'm going to do any of it.
Thank you for the $12 <3 Anything helps!

