so i’m on the train and i have to wait like 50 minutes before it leaves :’D and i thought, since my phone still hasn’t died, i’d write a quick post that i wanted to write the whole month, i just didn’t have time and energy. literally. but from july i’ll have more free days :)
i miss tumblr terribly. i miss talking to my friends here, i miss talking with nice anons, i miss looking through posts and i definitely miss giffing. i just really didn’t have time. like i have two jobs since middle of april and i love them, but i work 6-7 days a week which sometimes means i don’t turn on my laptop for 5 days at all. i’m behind with messages, tv shows, news, fandoms. but i like my jobs and finally i have money. finally i feel like i’m not absolutely lost and i have a direction in my life.
i started going to therapy as well. i take meds. i feel better every day.
and i thought, i’d make a separated blog where i can post about my life? first of all, i need a platform where i can write about my life freely. secondly, i feel like a lot of things have happened in my life in the last 2-3 months but i couldn’t tell you any of it. and i know some of you are truly interested (bless you 💕). thirdly, i think it’ll make me feel better if i don’t keep everything inside
so i see some options. 1) i make a blog, post the url here, you can follow me there too and read about personal stuff. 2) same as the previous option but i make it password protected so it can be even more personal. you’d just have to drop me a message if you want to follow it, i’ll give it to everyone who does. 3) i make a blog but it’d be absolutely separated from this one, just for me, and if someone finds it, then they find it.
i know this absolutely depends on me, but i could use some opinions because i really can’t decide and i was thinking of this a lot XD;
I MISS YOU ALL 💞 even if you can’t give me any advices, let me how you all are :)
